Adyrin's diary thingy

Dealing with hate.. and certain things

Actually, I'm not really that bad XD

I just tend to express my opinion over things and accidentally hurt people by that..

I'm a little blunt, and I'll just say whatever is on my mind and don't care 

But sometimes, I try to be nicer and not hurt people's feelings..

I haven't found out I had a trait like this if my friend didn't tell me my words kinda brought him down..

So this guy, lets call him E, he is like the most trustable person I can talk to in my class about some shitty things and stuff.

I've only met him for about 3-4 months. He's pretty nice and we both talk about our lives and etc, he's a nice person, and expresses his opinions just like I do.

I have this group of girl friends, which they don't like E because he did some things that didn't amuse the girls? //But I'm fine with it since hey, you just insulted the friend I hate the most, nice! :D

I'm not a really sociable person at school, cause I'm shy as a prick and I only talk to certain people that I'm comfortable with 

In the chapters before I have posted a picture of my Cosplay.. and I did that on my social media to which my friends all saw them 

So my friend E just revealed to me that some friends didn't like my cosplay.. because I look weird and stuff..

Okay that kinda ripped my heart, honestly.

I understand that thats a pretty normal thing to encounter in cosplaying, but still it brought me down a bit.

But still, I'm not letting that bring me down. I still have a long way to go in cosplaying and I'm gonna make sure I make their jaw drops one day :D

ALL the cosplay pics I take have no MAKE-UP on //except for the Shinoa one cause I went to a Halloween party in it and took pictures :DD

Thats why, when I start learning on make-up, I'm gonna make sure to improve on it, on my wig styling skills and etc

Cause its life yo, ain't nothing gonna go your way 

-Adyrin