Leave - A Dan and Phil Hogwarts Phanfic

7-Feelings

End of the 4th year

I spent every summer with Dan but over the years we had seemed to grow apart he seemed to slowly start to dislike me and became more anxious I still smiled at him when I could but he seemed very sad

I felt when he blanked me and cut me off, a part of me felt lost

Then I realised something, I had always liked Dan (especially at the first Christmas at Hogwarts every Christmas now seemed boring in comparison) I always liked Dan's chocolate brown eyes and his hair the way it fell

Then I realised something I loved Dan Howell yet he hated me now

I felt awkward around him now especially when he came up to me

"Hi Phil" he said glumly

"Dan?"

"You can't come to my house this summer or next summer"

"Or I'm guessing the next year either" I said heartbroken

"Yeah"

"Ok goodbye Dan"

I didn't bother to ask why I turned and walked off tears gathering in my eyes as I blinked them back running to my common room and throwing myself on my bed tears finally coming as I sobbed

I was in love with Dan so much

"Phil?" Said Troye

I sniffed

"What's wrong?"

"Everything and nothing" I replied sitting up blank faced

"You better get going then the train is leaving soon"

I nodded grabbing my stuff and walking out into the train to a empty carriage and sat down and tears fell down my face and I quickly wiped then away as I boy walked into my carridge

"Hi I'm Tyler and oh I remember you your Phil"

"Yeah" I said simply

"Phil is it Dan?"

"What! How do you know?"

"Cause I'm his friend he's kinda worried and sad at the minute what has he done?"

"Nevermind"

"Phil what"

"I love him ok!" I shouted then covered my mouth

"But he hates me" I said

Tyler put his arm around me sympathetically

I stayed in the same position until the train arrived and I got off and saw Mrs Howell look at me as I turned going the opposite way and walked to the leaky cauldron and decided to stay there all summer going out when I needed to get things for Hogwarts

I did that every year but I saw my friends more often so I was happy and I wasn't happy at the same time. A part of me was missing. I was about the enter my last year at Hogwarts I had no clue what to do with my life I felt alone

Very alone

Why?

Authors Note
So this is kind of a filler chapter again but I can promise drama in the next chapter

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