8-Hate?

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Last year at Hogwarts

I went back to Hogwarts feeling depressed more than ever, barely dragging myself out of bed I felt like I could never be happy again

I never talked to Dan only the occasional hi in the corridors while I kept wondering why he hated me so much until my curiosity got the better of me

I walked up to Dan

"Dan why do-"

He turned around "stupify!" He yelled as I flew back hitting my head on a tree then darkness

I awoke around 2 hours later standing up brushing dirt if my shirt my confidence was knocked a little but I was determined to find out why Dan hated me

I walked across the grounds slowly and then saw Dan from a distance I walked over and grabbed his wrist seeing it littered with tiny scars

"Dan..." I trailed off

"Thought if you wanted to talk you would if come straight back to talk not 2 hours later"

"I would of but when you casted your spell I flew back into a tree and was knocked unconscious" I said looking into his deep brown eyes which I still loved so much

By now a crowd had now gathered and was watching us intensely

"Why do you hate me Dan I mean we used be quite close in our first year then we grew apart somehow you decided you would hate me and after everything in my life I've been through!" I said voice raising I felt myself holding back tears as I looked at the ground sadly

"Phil..."

Dan cupped my cheek with his hand stroking my cheek as a tear slipped down my cheek he tilted my chin up looking my directly in the eyes as I felt myself melt. He leaned forwards and kissed me on the lips gently I didn't respond I just stood there confused

"I don't hate you Phil"

Dan picked his bag up and left as I stood there shocked everyone staring at me

I ran off down to the waters edge and sat there in peace thoughts buzzing around my head as I shivered in the cold air

I stayed there for hours getting colder and hungrier by the minute darkness surrounding me I was alone or so I thought as I heard someone walk through the trees, I turned to see it was Dan he spotted me as sat down beside me putting a thick blanket around me handing me some food

I ate quickly and turned to Dan who looked very sad as a tear rolled down his cheek

"Phil I need to explain"

"Ok Dan then I need to explain something"

"Ok so basically I liked you since that first Christmas I told everyone before you came in that I liked you and they all promised not to tell and thy didn't and over the years my feelings for you got stronger too strong I began blocking you out but it tore me apart and I hated myself for it but my feelings never faded for you"

Dan looked at the ground as I began to speak

"Dan I liked you too I always had but I thought you hated me yet I loved you everything about you and when you kissed me earlier I was so happy yet confused and I didn't know what to do and also at that moment I realised I wasn't bi anymore"

I looked at Dan's face which had crumpled

"I'm gay Dan and I'm so in love with you"

Dan looked at me and I looked at him

Dan pulled me closer as I cupped his cheek he kissed me and it was like fireworks were exploding this kiss got more hungry as I ran my fingers through Dan's hair our tongues slipping into the kiss I wanted to last forever but air overpowered us

We pulled apart our foreheads touching

"I love you Dan" I spoke

"I love you more than life Phil"

We stood up Dans hand around my waist as we walked back into Hogwarts

"I want to stay with you Dan" I said wishing

"Same" Dan replied

"I know!" I ran down the hallway Dan following me

I spotted the door forming and walked inside Dan following me

"Where are we?" He asked confused

"The room of requirement" I said happily

In the room there was a massive bed and bathroom and clothes for tomorrow

"Now let's sleep" I said tiredly jumping into bed taking off my top as Dan did likewise

"Your wearing my top" he said

"Yes I am still fits an it reminds me of you so I always loved to wear it" I said blushing

"Aw little Philip missed Daniel" said Dan teasing me poking me in the nose

I grabbed his finger pulling it away kissing him passionately

"Best. Day. Ever!" I said in between kisses snuggling into Dan's chest

"Goodnight my love" whispered Dan as I fell asleep the happiest person alive and I felt like that part if me wasn't missing I had found it again

My Dan

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