Ask me who's in my heart, and I might be brave enough to say that it's you. The truth might finally come out. I loved you more than I loved myself, and that was a problem..
It's hard for me to verbally express it, but look into my eyes and you will know how much I love you. My eyes are the windows to my soul. Because I was crazy about you, but when I stopped, you became crazy that I did, but you were never crazy about me. And I wanted you to be crazy about me as I was with you.
If you are searching for love, I hope you find it. If you are seeking for closure, I hope it's given to you. If you are looking for yourself, I hope that you discover something beyond what you were expecting. If you are trying to move on, I hope that you'll find the strength to walk away. If you are trying to find happiness, I wish you a successful journey. If you want something, I hope that you have the courage to go after it, and above all, I hope that you get what you want.
I was lusting over your body, but in love with your mind, soul, and heart. Love over lust, right?
The truth is I'm not over you.. I can still remember how we ended like it was yesterday, and maybe that's why I'm still lingering in the past; unable to move on, unable to pick up the pieces, and unable to see new people.
Or maybe I'm just not ready to move on.
People are always evolving because change is inevitable, but I still want to get to know the old you, the new you, and the tomorrow you. As long as you'll let me, I'll never stop trying.
..Though, I'm back to being the old me. The me before I met you. The me before I knew what love was. The me before my first heart break. The cold and empty girl that you once fell for. The girl who vows to never fall again...
The old me is better than the me that I once was with you but I must be lying, I've never felt more alive until you stepped into my life, even though you produced more of a mess than peace.
I just hope my absence hits you. I hope it hits you so hard that you can never get back up.
Be cold.
Don't show.
Keep it under control.
You don't want them to know
That the pain remains wherever you go.. even if it's an emotional toll.
You marked my life forever and I'll never be able to forgive you for that but at the same time I could never thank you enough.
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Goodbye to Romance
أدب المراهقين"I've tried taking shelter in other hearts but none of them has ever felt like home.. not like yours. I guess that's the beauty of it. We were two lost souls just wandering about until we found each other."
