Beyond Having You

6

Monday. the day that I'll probbably hate for the rest of my life. I woked up early and even rode a tryk (tricycle), mahirap na ayoko ng malate...for now baka bumamaba grades ko dahil lang sa mga lates ko i need to mantain my grades kundi magagalit sakin si Mommy.

I got to school early and now were starting our English class.

"Okay so I decided to group you up in pairs. We will be having a report about illegal drugs it's up to you kung anong gusto niyong topic i'll give you until wednesday AND i wont accept late paper works. Sige na go find your partners"  Shit this is what i hate about essay and report shits lagi kaming pinag ppair up, mahilig mag pagawa si Ms. Lexy ng pairings and i dont even know why. 

Si Ms.Lexy ang pinaka batang teacher she's only 22 tapos ang cute niya pa, she's actually addicted in animes nakita ko kasi mga post niya dati sa fb, trust me she's adorable. 

Everyone was finding the're partners except for me, sino namang magiging partner ko? i want to be pair up with a weirdo like me? 

"Robbin" Ms.Lexy called me, i approach her immidiately. 

"Po?" i asked, first he was observing our classmates and turned her gaze to me

"Bakit di ka nag hahanap ng partner mo? Is there something wrong?" Ms. Lexy looked kind of worried, i shooked my head and gave her a smile just to assure her that there's no problem

"It's just that wala po talagang lumalapit sakin para maging partner, dont worry Ms.Lexy it's totally okay with me besides Im more comfortable of doing the research myself" No need to lie, all what i said was true hindi talaga ako comfortable pag may partner ako, last time nang may maka partner ako sa reporting nag seperate ways lang din kami ng report and our conversation didn't even lasted for i dont know 5 minutes? kaya mas okay na sakin mag isa.

"No hindi pwede, hahanapan kita ng partner" nanlaki ang mata ko sa sinabi niya, ugh Ms.Lexy i know your cute but helping me find a pair for the research wont give you extra cuteness. 

"But--"

"No buts Robbin, Im ganna help you find a partner hmmm there!" Ms.Lex was pointing at someone but i cant see whoever she is pointing at. 

"Jacklyn!" Oh shit! Not her! Oh my gosh please no!

"Ms.lexy I appriciate your concern but really i dont need a pair to--" i was cut off nung andito na si Jackilyn sa harap ko. Damn Nooo

"Jacklyn, kilala mo naman si Robbin of course ilang buwan na kayo mag kklase sa class ko, she will be your pair for the report that your ganna past on wednesday okay? so go! lakad ka mag usap na kayo!" Ms. Lexy pushed us away, damn! this is harder than the last time. 

at first walang nagsasalita samin, for christsake i dont know how to start a conversation okay? help me out here please! after the momment of silence i heard her cleared her throat, whiched probbably made it more awkward. 

"Uhmm Hi?" i gave her a glance, she had some similar looks form his brother white skin tone, fair face pretty nose, lil eyes...i wonder why she wears glasses her eyes looks perfectly fine to me. 

"Uhh h-hey." damn so awkward! we never really talk like ever! di ko pa siya nakakausap naguusap lang kami pag may papa abot ganon pero we never had a real conversation,  e v e r!

"pfft. let's not make it awkward i hate awkward and i hate silence , so speak" she seemed energetic, Jacklyn never runs out of energy, siya nga pinaka maingay dito sa classroom she's so full of bliss. 

"uhh i dont speak that much" the matter a fact i really dont speak that much, like what's new? she giggled and jokingly pushed my left shoulder

"dont worry pag ako kasama mo matututunan mong magsalita" she proudly said, wish her luck. Rabbie cant make me socialize with others, siya pa kaya eh ngayon palang kami nag kakilala? psh that wont happened.