My feet were dangling over the edge along beside another pair. The air was so crisp. Sitting there with Austin on the 34th floor of some random pent house. Its so peaceful, I have everything id ever want right here, right now. I didn't want too jump, but for some reason i felt if i did, I wouldn't care. Peacefully falling with the on person that ever matters to me. "Its okay" he said. "You can jump if you want too, when you're ready. Ill be there with you." The sound of his voice was just so soothing. Raspy and light, almost like a cloud about to become a thunder storm. "I know, I want to do it. With you, ill feel more alive than ever." He took my hand and we stood up. Looking over the edge, we hugged and then stepped off. I was perfectly aligned with him, the whole world was in slow motion. Everything was so bliss until I heard a thud. Opening my eyes I looked around, I was on my bedroom floor.
Whoa. I did not just have a dream about suicide with Austin in it. Why would that happen? Im lying here on my floor pondering my entire life right now. We barley even know each other. We when ran into each other he just stared at me and told me his name. It was very awkward and I didn't know how to react so i just ran out. Of course I have a dream about HIM on the day of my audition. You know the one that could possibly change my life forever? Yeah that one. I really hope that not all I think about today. God hes so attractive, part of me wishes I would've got his number. The other part knows im a little savage and not about to give myself up for a bad boy. I got goals.
Jackie was already gone by the time I got up and around. I decided to dress nice, yet subtle. I didn't want to look like i was trying too hard. I did my hair in a cute up do braid i saw on twitter, and and little more than my everyday makeup. I looked, good for the first time in a while. Every single nerve was reacting and my stomach was killing me. I threw up three times before I left the house. I've never been nervous for anything before. Not even way back in 9th grade. This feeling is a feeling I've never even experienced before. And I was ready to Conquer it.
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The View of Austin
Teen FictionA passionate young actress fresh out of high school, heads her way into the big city where she gives up everything she has, but her dream. With a back story unlike no other, Bennet hopes to put her past behind her and start a new chapter. Will every...
