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To Make A Star Smile...

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Star never smiles. This piece of work is the world she sees that She lives and it is how it ends. Life is precious live wisely. All Rights Reserved 2018 MumboJumboxox [Not Edited. Grammatical errors, will be fixed once the book is done and it goes...

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Chapter 4.

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by MumboJumboxox

by MumboJumboxox

I remember you.

vivid.

Almost

your

still here beside me.

But

sadly

know

the truth.

Why did you leave?

why? why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?

You were my life.

light.

sun

air

everything.

but now here

i am.

Its

cold

lonely.

Where did you go?

Why did you have to leave?

Mother always tells me

the same

words

"Things happen for a reason"

"It's gods will"

"It was his time..."

But why?

WHY?

Why did he have to take you from me.

You

were

innocent,

Kind

Loyal

Open

Funny

A good listener

YOU WERE A INNOCENT PERSON.

You deserved to live.

You did nothing to deserve death.

NOTHING.

But he took you.

I remember it.

He made you suffer.

Made you cry.

Made you beg for death.

Yet he waited.

He gave you false hope.

False hope for recovery.

Next morning you smiled at me.

Tears rolling down your face.

"I'm sorry..." you smiled, "Star. It's no use. i'm going to die here. I'm so tired. So tired. It hurts so much Star. I can't. I'm so sorry."

I cried holding your hand as you spoke. You smiled at me.

"Come on Star, Please smile for me? One last time?"

I smiled, "I love you."

You smiled back and closed your eyes, "I love you to Star."

Then it was silent as you flatlined. The buzz echoing eerily.

"I love you.", your last words.

Haunt me.

Ever since then.

I've been through counseling,

Therapy,

Doctors

Everything.

Yet still this feeling lingers.

Ever since that day.

I loved you.

You were my first and last love.

The light of my life.

Im trying to move on.

But everything reminds me of you.

Your laugh

Smile

Jokes

Frown

Eyes

Lips

Words

Hand in mind

Your arms around me

Your lips against mine

Everything you were.

I can recall so clearly.

It wasn't your time.

I know it. God was wrong.

It wasn't your time.It wasn't your time.It wasn't your time.It wasn't your time.

WHY DID HE TAKE YOU FROM ME?

Why, just why...