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letter three

january eight, twenty-sixteen

two o'nine pm

Dear Rose,

we all miss you dearly. Mikey is pissed and won't talk to any of us because he was gonna ask you if you wanted to play mario kart with him, but you weren't there. he just trailed off, tuned us out with Green Day and a bottle of beer. he only had one bottle since he realized he can't forget you with any amount of alcohol. you were his best friend. Calum has been playing on his bass all day, writing songs with Ana. he seemed fine yesterday, so I figure he remembered that you're gone. there are some good things that happened. Luke finally grew a pair and asked Jocelyn out with a little help from us lads. it was quite beautiful. Ana brought her to the park, not telling her it was going to rain and when Joc asked why, she just simply smiled and said "why not?" when it did start raining, Ana and Jocelyn took cover under a tree but Ana went to the play-structure where the rest of us was waiting and Luke took her spot with a bunch of lilacs in his hand. it was so adorable and cute, it made me sick. we threw balloons, confetti, silly string, and streamers at them, but of course we picked us up or you would've yelled at us. I wish you were there to see it. I love you the angel from my nightmare.

to infinity and beyond,

Ashton xx