letter six

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by finnieas

by finnieas

february first, twenty sixteen

seven o'seven

Dear Rose,

I heard this song today. it made me think of you it's called Start A Riot by Banners. it reminds me of your stupid sickness and how we were always there for each other. Luke showed it to me and I instantly became in love with it. kind of like us. you were Luke's bestfriend and when all the guys met you, I was in love. I know it sounds cliché and I hate clichés but this was real. real as the sky. real as the moon and all its stars. real as Michael's love for video games. this was the realest thing I've had in a long time. I mean sure, I had the band with me and all my fans, but all that felt like a dream. one day we were in my garage, the next... playing stadiums and getting tattoos that'll remind us of the good 'ole days when we are old and wrinkly.

"when your world falls apart, I'd start a riot."

when you died, the first two weeks I was a complete idiot. I almost burned down a building I was so mad and my "mum" didn't help at all. the only thing she said to me was "Ashton calm down and take care of your brother and sister." she said it OVER and Over again, I almost smacked her head into the wall to get rid of the alcohol and actually be a mother for once. I NEED YOU BACK. you calmed me down better than anything else. please, I need to be with you, the angel from my nightmare.

to infinity and beyond,

Ashton xx

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I'm sososososo sorry I didn't update earlier. I had huge writers block and studying for math :( but I feel like you guys are getting bored with this story

I recommend listening to Start A Riot bc damn it helps me through so much

I LOVE you all!! and thanks for reading my shitty book <3