Dosage Of Love

Day my life changed, for the better

(Sierra's Pov)
I had just finished my bullshit 10th grade year done with family problems, boyfriend problems, fake friends problems, and the cahsee test(which i had passed).

It had been 6 months since my last relationship, and the guy Mark had already had 6 other girlfriends (didn't bother me it was good for him to move on). He was to abrassive and toxic for me. Also obsessive so I was glad to get rid of him when I did.

My parents decided to not speak to my dad's kids from his other wife not to mention never speaking to the wife (A compromise they decided on instead of just divorcing each other). This caused less of a problem for them but more of a problem for me cause I wasn't allowed to see my best friend a sister whom I had shared my life with since birth.

The friends I had technically weren't mine in the first place they were my sister's friends, and I felt so much resentment from them when they found out we weren't speaking and more so when they heard she moved schools.

This forced me to start the year on my own with no one to help me, make my own friends and own life. A complete redue in the middle of my high school years.

(Omar's Pov)
I was just starting my 11th grade year and around this time I was begin to think about my future and what I wanted to do in life.

I began at this time because my parents always wanted someone to understand what hard work was but also get an education. I truthfully didn't want to do anything but just work I didn't want to "increase my education" but I know if I didn't my parents would be deviated.

....See my sibling never did anything with they lives my brothers were always in and out of jail and are currently in jail and my sister although had some college education she stopped because she got pregnant. So yes I'm the youngest of 4 and we have at 10 year gap between us.....

Also starting this year I had just recently broken up with my girlfriend of 9 months(well she had broken up with me). She was a hypocritical short tempered jealous child even though we were same age yet Nala was still one of my closest friends.

My friends still stuck by my side after the break up especially my best friend Manny.

So starting this year I was determined to make my family and friends as proud of me as they possibility could be.

(Sierra's Pov)
The year began and I had planned it out already. I had close friends I left back in middle school because my sister didn't like them, or the people they hung out with but, I did.

I thought I would reunite with my friend Rose and Carlos, if they would take me back. I was never a bad friend to them I just slowly stopped talking to them, but they never stopped caring. Once in a while last year they'd want to hang out but I would "never have time".

This year was different as I walked up the school stairs those long tiring stairs, I went into the main building we called it the k building. I went to the the stairways by the elevator where they sat every morning and said, "Ello!" (my dorky way of saying hello).

I asked for my old friend Rose but she no longer hung out with the nerdy but sweet kids Vivian, Larry, Albert, Romero, and Kim and sometimes the group of girls which I call *the flops*. I sat on the stairs mostly nodding at the lame jokes Romero gave, and trying to avoid the little brown boy Albert who falls in love with every girl he meets. They were nice but not the friends I thought I'd hang out with one my first day back.

I went to the cafeteria before the bell rang to look up my first class room and walked over to the San F building complexes. I ended up in an honor english class with my friend Rose(thank goodness) I sat behind her in class next to apparently all *the flops* Jasmine, Lesley, Sally, Maria, welma, and Romanie. They were sweet girls, sweetier then I imagined of course.

I sat in my English class as my schedule was being passed up, all my classes had always been spread out around campus and this year was no different, I would have to run to my classes to make it before the chairs were all taken.

I walked to all my classes with no problem but the last period had me so anxious (I really wanted to get out of school and go home). I bolted out the door of the library building and ran down stairs so quick I bumped into someone and knocked off his glasses.

I was so embarrassed, "I'm sorry.... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry.... I'm sorry..." I repeated.

He kindly said "it's ok, don't worry about it" he asked why I was in such a rush but how could just say I wanted to get out of this hell hole, instead I said " my dads waiting for me outside I have to get going."

I had known this guy since middle school his name was Omar we never really spoke he was a friend of my sister's not really mine. He seems really nice and offered to walk me to the front of school.

Little did I know that bump was the beginning of sometime greater. My life was about to change for the better.

He walked with me to the front talking about how hard it was to make friends and how the school was so big and how easy it is to get lost.

He made me smile a lot for some strange reason. The way he spoke about it hard to make friends made me think he didn't have friends (Sounded like a bit of a loner) so I told him to give me his number that I would text him. That anytime he wanted to talk or hang out to just text me.

I left the him with a quick hug and ran to my car where my dad waited for me.

**Into Sierra's mind....
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Omar was a tall, skinny, long haired, rocker looking guy.. in theory some would say he's just my "type". He was sweet and funny and we connected almost instantly .. something about him makes me want to get to know him. Makes me want to talk to him but it's just a feeling. I'm attracted to him of course he's cute and handsome, but I don't like him? Do I??

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**back out of my head***

I shook off my feeling and texted Omar with a "hey , this is Sierroa" and he replied, with a "what's up". We texted the rest of that day, taking about everything from each other to butts. We made plans to leave school at lunch the next day, go a pizzeria together to eat and get to know each other (I was a really excited to hang out with him). I fell asleep imagining what would happen the next day.