The Vow Of Seduction *Rough Draft Completed*

5.2-Santo (Aug 31-Sept 5)

*Authors note: sorry it took so long for me to update! Hope that this chapter you see more into the softer side of Santo.*

Santo walks out of the house knowing that he could've possibly ruined everything he wanted in his life...Do I really have to be this stupid? I mean, I pushed her away once and I'm doing it again. The dynamic between Ena, Kensa and I would have been amazing!

Nathyn walks up beside him and pats his shoulder. "You having a bad day?"

"Very bad. I think I really messed up and I'm not sure that an apology is going to be good enough this time."

"Well, Santo, you know that I am always here if you need me. I can listen and keep a secret if I need to."

"It's the entire Kensa thing. I did the really sweet Nerf gun fight, but then I said something wrong and I screwed up and hurt her. I didn't know what to do so I told her I was leaving town for a few days and that she could bring Ena over...if she wanted."

"Was there something going on between you and Ena? I ask because there were some looks that made me wonder. If Kensa saw, and didn't hear it from you that could've really upset her too..."

"She's still got that bi-sexual thing about her. She wants Ena just as bad, if not more, than I do. I love Kensa. I wouldn't trade her love for anything. The BDSM scene is great, but not if there isn't some sort of deeper connection."

"That makes sense. So there was some sort of connection between you and Ena? I never really did see Kensa and her hang out besides for work purposes..."

"They were trying to keep their friendship on the low because that would look really bad. Only those close to me and Kensa know about her being bi. I'm honestly not sure if Ena even knows."

"So the girl that you both were trying to sleep with, may or may not have been willing to be with you both?"

"Yeah," Santo shrugs, "but sometimes, the truly submissive don't know what they want until they experience it. Then it becomes an addiction...a craving that can only be satisfied by those who understand."

"That's really...umm...deep." Santo glances at his best friend. "So you are really leaving town for a few days?"

"No...I'm staying in town at a hotel. I rented a car so that I can stay hidden. There is no way that I can leave Kensa alone. She hit her depression hard last time I made this mistake...What do I do to fix it?"

"Honestly, my friend, I don't know. I wish I could help, but I have no clue where to even begin...but do you really think that it's wise to not tell her that you are sorry?"

"If you were her, would you believe me?"

"I'm not her. I can't speak for her thoughts or actions. You should know me better than that."

Santo hugs Nathyn before speaking again. "I know you a lot better than that, but you are the only one I really have to talk to right now..."

"Find a way of letting her know that you are really sorry. That the intention wasn't to hurt her. Hurting her was the last thing on your mind..."

"Thank you. I will definitely do that. Please just make sure that if they need to go anywhere, that you take them. I need to know that after everything they have both gone through that they are still safe and protected by me, or someone that I trust."

"Of course I will. Kensa is like a sister to me."

"Thank you. I appreciate it. You don't have to help clean up my mess, but you are still willing to help and that means that I've at least done something right in my life." Santo walks away from Nathyn slowly realizing just how little in life actually worries him.