The Vow Of Seduction *Rough Draft Completed*

6.3-Ena (Sept 27-Oct 3 (Wattys2016))

There is so much progress that you should be proud of. You haven't been to one of your therapist appointments in a few days. It used to be an every day thing that you would need to call her. Maybe Santo and Kensa do know what they are talking about...Could that be a real thing?

Her phone alerts her attention to the incoming call. "Hey stranger. Did you know I was just thinking about you?"

"Well, you haven't been keeping in touch and last I knew was you had a thing for someone. I kind of want to know how that was going for you?"

"Well, there are more things than what meets the eye. Nothing unusual there when it comes to me. I am doing really good though. I am making new friends and learning things about myself that I wouldn't have thought possible."

"That's good E. You definitely sound more confident in the tone that you speak with. I can almost imagine that you are sitting up straight and with a genuine smile on your face. I don't know what or who you have been with, but they are good for you."

"I couldn't agree with you any more if I had said it myself."

"I just wanted to make sure that you were ok. I miss seeing you at the office. I know that you are busy with the whole modeling thing...which by the way, I think is helping you with your confidence. Never seen you look the way you did in your photos that got published."

"Thanks. I will try to stop by with my friends this week. It all depends on if they really want to though."

"No pressure. I hope you have a great week. You deserve it E." the line went silent. How did people do things like that? There had to be something weighing on her mind to have called out of the blue.

Ena looks at the clock. The time seems to stop. She watches as the seconds pass, but the feeling is as time stands still. Tick... tock... tick... tock... The slight clicking rings in her mind as hard and loud as her pulse. The blood pumping through her veins. So loud... Ena was needing a few minutes of peace, and because she could hear and feel the pulsing of her blood, the peace was not happening. Just a few seconds of pure silence to escape from everything...Please?

A glimmer on her end table catches her attention. The desire to stop the never-ending noise rising. Causing pain that only she can control. Pain that she can start and stop and know how far she is going to keep the control of her life that she fought so hard to gain. The blade sparkles the way that the moonlight catches its edge.

Don't do it. Things are finally going good for you. You have three people in your life that really care about you. You might not see that they care, but you don't see how they would react if you were gone... Her optimistic side argues.

And after this long, what do you need them for? They weren't always there for you. Kensa tries to hide things from you and gets Santo to do her dirty biding. Santo is a dominant which you have never been accepting of. Karen just sees you as a price tag to afford her fancy lifestyle. The devil's advocate spits back in her mentality.

"I need to fight for myself. I deserve the best life that I can give myself. So that happens to be some really shady people. The do have good intentions no matter how disastrous their actions are executed." Ena states aloud to herself. More so for the mental aspect of holding a conversations as the voices argue in her head. She is the voice of reason and the final decision.

She picks up the knife and smiles as the thoughts fill her mind. The bright red staining her skin with warmth as the pungent smell permeates her senses. The overwhelming feelings make her light-headed. The room starts spinning and she can't stop it. Spiraling into a mental abyss, Ena loses self-consciousness.