This Love. ~sequel to why me?~ (raura)

54; i cant.

I sat on the couch, staring into blank space. Thinking; she did that? Did she really?

Well, I didn't tell you this. But I live with my parents now. Rocky got back with his girlfriend, that cheated on him. He gave her another chance. Her name is Alexa.

Ruby- "it's okay daddy, it'll be okay.."

I couldn't take it. I couldn't look at her. She reminded me a lot of Laura. No. Just..no.

Ross- "r-Ruby could you please...please just go.."

Ruby- "but wh-"

Ross- "RUBY!" I Burst out.

Tears exploded out of her eyes. She sniffed.

Ruby- "s-sorry d-daddy.."

She said and left. I sighed and fell back on the couch. I haven't been that close with Ruby, since Laura left. It's like ruby's a stranger to me. And when we went to the park? That was the closest we got, in the past year.

That's why she just left when I told her to. She got used to it. Me yelling at her. I always yell at her now. But only when I actually talk to her. I never talk to her. Like 3 times a week? Yeah. And it isn't even a conversation. Just, like "aunt Delly is calling you" or "go to bed". The second one is only when she doesn't listen to whoever is putting her to bed tho. It's mostly my siblings and parents. No one else.

I just can't..I can't take it. I can't look at her. Talk to her. Not even take a glance.

It hurts.

It hurts, to know that I made her, with someone I love. Someone who left me. It hurts cause she reminds me a lot of her...it hurts...a lot...

Laura

I opened the door, and took in the scent of Harry's parents. There great people, I'm not gonna lie.

Laura- "so we're staying at your parents house? Alone?"

His family was really rich, so they particularly own houses everywhere.

He put his arms around my waist from behind, and whispered.

Harry- "that's right, baby girl."

I couldn't help but blush.

Later that night

I layed my head on his chest, taking in the warmth of the blanket...

Harry- "I love you baby.."

Laura- "I love you more"

Harry- "never gonna happen"

Laura- "oh but I do!"

And like that...we argued all night, till we finally got some sleep.

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I sighed and opened my eyes. Another day. Of torture. Heart torture.

I decided not to eat breakfast, and go for a walk. I was about to leave, but I heard a voice behind me. "D-daddy..?" I turned around, sighing. Already knowing who it was. "Yeah?" I say, Not smiling.

I never smile anymore

"C-can I come with yo-you?" She asked. I sighed once more. "Sure. Just go and get dressed.." She smiled and ran upstairs shouting "AUNT DELLY!" I just sat on the couch.

After what seemed like forever, she finally trotted down the stairs, with a white shirt that says diva in cursive, black tights and black converse. Rydel sure knows how to dress people, huh?

"Let's go" I said. We walked out the door. We walked through the empty sidewalk of the neighborhood. I took in the fresh air.

We walked, walked, and walked some more. Then suddenly, there was a figure walking towards us.

I didn't really pay attention to it, cause..why should I?

Well, not until we came closer to it-her. Then it hit me. I looked at her. My eyes widened. "Uh-um r-Ruby. W-why don't you-Uh g-go ride your bi-bike" I stuttered before she got any closer. "Ok" she smiled and ran back home.

I continued walking, with my hands stuffed in my pockets.

I looked down, when I got closer to her. I reached her, she didn't notice. Not until she turned around. "Wait" she said and came closer to me. I stopped. She looked at me "Ross?" She said. rolled my eyes, and continued to walk.

"Oh my god! Ross!" She ran behind me. I ignored her. She grabbed my arm, I harshly tore it away from her. "Get away from me." I said. "W-what?" She mumbled. I continued walking. "Ross, what's wrong?" She asked. I stopped "what's wrong? Your asking me? Shut the fuck up, and leave. Me. Alone. "

And with that. I left.

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