This Love. ~sequel to why me?~ (raura)

56; kissing in the rain.

"LAURA WILL YOU JUST GET THE FUCK OUT?!" He shouted. I was still sobbing. "No" I sobbed "no, not until I get what I want" I sobbed even harder.

"Ross, how many time will you do this to me? Tell me that you love me. Tell me that you'll never leave me for a simple mistake. What happened to all of that Ross?" I sobbed "what happened to our love? Where did it go?" I said "Laura, this situation isn't fucking 'simple'. You left. For a fucking year" he said "I left for a reason Ross. You left for 5 years. 5 years and no explanation. Do you even know how much my heart ached?" I asked "yes Laura. Yes I do. It felt like 20 years Laura. It hurts. I can't even fucking look at Ruby. I can't fucking smile, nor sleep.  all cause of you" he said

There was a pain in my heart. Oh yeah. It's called guilt. Tears escaped my eyes "Ross. I'm sorry" I said "sorry won't fix anything. Just get out" he sighed.

Then I got up and wiped my tears. "You know what? I don't even know why I'm here. I gave you a chance everytime you broke my heart, Ross." I said and looked at Ruby "and you." I told her "don't you know how hard it was raising you by myself?" I said "oh, and when you saw Ross for the first Time. Were you mad? No. You just went against me." I said

I know she's a kid. But she deserves to know what I've been keeping. "Both of you" I pointed to both of them "I thought you guys were family. I thought you guys loved me for me. I thought we were always family. But you know what? This family is broken, and destroyed. And It's the worst  I could ever ask for" I said "I HATE YOU!" I sobbed and ran out

Ross

She ran out and my heart just broke. She's right. She always forgave me when I made mistakes. Stupid ones. Ones that are worse than hers. "LAUR!" I shouted after her. She didn't come back

I ran after her, telling Ruby to stay where she was. I ran, and ran. I finally found her walking and she was crying.

I quickly ran to her

Laura

I felt a hand grab my arm. I quickly turned around, and Ross was there. I quickly tore my hand out of his grip.  I started sobbing while talking.

"You fucking idiot! I hate you! Don't ever talk to me again! I gave you so many chances! And your not even nice enough to give me one!" I shouted

He stared at me for a minute.

Suddenly I felt his hand go behind my neck. He pulled my face towards his, and crashed his lips onto mine.

The moment our lips touched, rain started pouring. Both my hands were on his chest, kind of pushing him away.

I quickly pulled away, and slapped him. "WHAT THE FUCK ROSS?!" I shouted.

Water was soaking both of us, wet. "I--I" he started "you nothing! You said you'll never take me back! So why don't you fucking stop?!" I shouted.

Making him feel like how I did when he shouted at me. Making him feel

Guilty.

The next day

Laura

I walked on the side walk of the neighborhood. And found myself standing infront of the lynches house.

The place I once called home..

I sighed and looked at it. There was like a lot of grass next to it, and Ross was standing on it. And leaning on a tree. And smoking. Literally smoking.

I quickly ran to him and knocked the cigarette out of his mouth "WHAT ARE YOU DOING" I shouted "it's none of your business" he said "why don't you just go and make out with your boyfriend" he said and lit up another one, and put it in his mouth.

I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms "fine then. If you smoke. I smoke. Now give me one" I smirked

His eyes widened "LAURA NO! ARE YOU CRAZY?!" He shouted "oh, then you must be crazy cause your doing it" I said "YOU COULD DIE!" He shouted "and you?" I asked "it's fine if I die. No one loves me anyway" he leaned on the tree again. He pulled it out of his mouth and the smoke came out of his nose. Then he put it back.

"Ross stop..." I sobbed "stop. You could get lung cancer and die.." I said. "I don't fucking care! Let me die! That's my goal.." He said

"Ross no!" I knocked it out of his mouth again, and stepped on it with force.

"What. Is wrong with you?!" He glared at me. "I'm trying to save you Ross. Stop" I sobbed

"Your not helping me, Laura. Your just making me live on this Pathetic piece of shit even longer" he said, referring to the world.

He was right. The world is a cruel place. But we just have to except it.

I sighed. "Ross." I came closer to him "what about Ruby?" I asked "if you die...it'll only be me and her. We need you Ross." I said in a low voice.

"Just yesterday you told me to not even think of talking to you. Your confusing me laur.." He whispered the last part, looking down.

I sighed and put my hand on his arm "Ross. I think-I know I want you. I know I need you." I said. With tears escaping my eyes

I totally forgot about Harry.

I put my hands on his chest, and got really close. He sighed "l-Laura no" he said

"Yes Ross. Yes. We need to finish this. We need to finish our story. We need to finish our happily ever after.."