Pistanthrophobia

Chapter 2

Maisie's p.o.v.

     I slowly opened my eyes. I found myself laying in a pool of blood. I sat up. God I feel like shit. I got up and stumbled into the bathroom. Slowly I took off my jeans, my shirt, and my bra and panties. I looked in the mirror and saw that I had bruises on my face and on my ribs. My whole body was aching. 

  I leaned over and turned on the shower. I pulled back the curtain and got in. I scrubbed all the blood off of me. I remembered what had happened last night and started to sob. I am beginning to hate my life even more. When I got out of the shower I checked my phone and saw that I had a text from Pippa.

Pippa: Hey are u okay???? I never heard from you..

Me: Yeah I'm okay just really tired.

   She doesn't know that I cut either. It would kill her if she knew. She would hate me and I can't let that happen. I've lost two many friends already. I wrapped a towel around my skinny body. I walked into my room and plopped down on the bed. My phone buzzed.

Pippa: Oh okay.. Well I was just wondering if you wanted to go to the mall, if u can't then it's fine.

Me: Yeah I'll walk over to your house. I'll leave in a few.

Pippa: Kk oh and btw I gave this guy that's in our first hour your number... he was super hot. he asked me for it.

Me: Wait what was his name??? What did he look like???? 

Pippa: I think his name was Hagan. but idrk for sure.... like i said he was super hot... 

Me: OMG PIPPA!!!! HE HELPED ME OPEN MY LOCKER YESTURDAY AND HE WALKED WITH ME TO CLASS!!

    I can't believe that he asked for my number. That is very surprising. But why hasn't he texted me yet... He probably was dared to. Oh well. I put my phone down on my bed and stood up slowly. I walked into my closet and looked at my clothes. I grabbed some acid wash jeans and a red and black flannel then threw them on my bed. I walked into the bathroom and wet my toothbrush. As I was bending down to spit I heard a tap on my window. I jumped at the noise the walked over to it. It was my next door neighbor, Jackson. I opened my window and looked down at him and smiled.

 "Can I come up?" he asked smiling up at me.

 "I was actually about to leave and I'm in a towel"

 "Mais do you think I care.. I'm coming up," he said while climbing up the ladder leading up onto my roof.

   I rolled my eyes and walked back over to the sink. He came in through my window and walked over to me. I kept brushing my teeth but out of the corner of my eye I saw him looking at something on my arm. I turned around and faced him.

 "What's wrong? You look look you've seen a ghost," I said while chuckling.

 "Mais why didn't you tell me that you cut yourself?"

 "Oh um I don't know," I said while covering my arms and biting my lip.

   Shit I forgot to cover up my scars. He started walking over to me. He put his arms around me and hugged me tightly. I wrapped my arms around him too and started to cry.

   "Jackson I am so unhappy. I hate my life" I said while resting my head on him.

   "Mais you could've talked to me about it," he said while stroking my hair and rubbing my back.

   "I know but it's just so hard to talk about it." I said while wiping my tears.

    "Mais next time you are upset just tell me." He lifted my head up with his finger and gazed into my eyes.

   "I will." I said trying to smile.

         My phone buzzed. It was Pippa.

  "Oh shit I forgot that I meeting Pippa at the mall" I said frantically while pulling away from Jackson.

      He sat down on my bed while I ran into my closet and put my clothes. I frantically ran into the bathroom and put my hair up. I texted Pippa that I was on my way.

  "Alright Jackson I gotta leave.. which means you do too"

  "Okay Mais I'll text you later." 

      He went out through the window and started walking down the ladder and down the street. I put on my shoes and walked out my door. I didn't see my mom which I guess is good. I wrote a note saying that I was gonna be at the mall with Pippa. I walked out of my house and down the street. As I was walking I saw someone walking towards me. It was Hagan. I smiled.

  "Oh hey Maisie... Where ya going?" he said while smiling.

  "Just going to my friends house"

  "That's fun... well I have to keep walking but I'll text you later okay?" he said

  "Yeah that's fine" I replied while smiling.

    He hugged me and went on. He smelt so good. I kept walking and finally got to her house. We got in her car and drove to the mall. We were there for like three hours. She drove me home. I walked in and saw my mom and her boyfriend sitting on the sofa and watching a movie. I walked past them and said hey and just kept walking. I could smell the alcohol, they were drunk. I got up to my room and checked my phone. I had a message from Jackson.

  Jackson: Hey can I come over? My parents are fighting.

 Me: Yeah sure just come right over.

 Jackson: Okay thanks see you in a second (:

   A few seconds later there was a knock on my bedroom door. It was Jackson and he brought pizza.

  "Hey Mais, I brought pizza'"

  "I know I can that," I said while laughing.

     We went and sat on my bed. I  put on a film and we ate pizza. We did that for like the next 3 hours. We fell asleep on my bed. I woke up and checked my phone. It was 3 in the morning. He had his arm around me and we were so close. He is such a good friend I thought to myself. 

    I carefully got up to get a glass of water from downstairs. I didn't want to wake him up so I quickly put a pillow where I was laying. He snuggled up to it. I chuckled softly. I walked downstairs and into the kitchen. I heard footsteps so I turned around quickly. It was just my mom's boyfriend.

"Hey Bill"

"Hey honey" 

       He started getting really close to me. He hugged me for a long time. I just stood there. He finally released his grip but his arms were still behind me. Bill grabbed my butt and smirked. I gasped.

 "Bill w-w-what are you doing?" I asked quickly stepping away from him.

       He kept getting closer. I was then backed up against the fridge. He kissed me.

 "Bill get off of me!" 

      I tried to push him off. He started to unbutton my pants. I tried to scream but he covered my mouth. I kept screaming. He then slid my pants down. I struggled to get away.

 "Bill please stop. Just please. Don't do this."

     He wouldn't stop he started kissing me again and forced me onto the floor. He then got down there with me and started rubbing my legs while still kissing me. I tried to get away from him but I was too weak. Why does this happen to me I asked myself. I was so mad and scared and I didn't know what to do. I screamed but then he slapped me and told me to shut up. Bill ripped off my shirt and took off my bra. He started touching me. I tried kicking him and punching him but then he got on top me and pinned me down. I was terrified. I was hoping that Jackson or my mom would wake up but they didn't. Bill then started to unbutton his pants. He slipped off my underwear. I couldn't move. I was terrified.