Pistanthrophobia

Chapter 10

Maisie's p.o.v.

                         I ran out of the room, bawling. I couldn't believe what had just happened. I started to run home. I was almost there but I fell. I just sat there on the ground bawling with mascara running down my cheeks. I am so hurt. My life sucks, I thought it was getting better but no. I looked up at the sky, it was getting really cloudy. I took off my high heels and got up. I started walking home. I wanted to be alone. I prayed that no one was home. I made it to the apartment. I walked in the door and say no one, thank god. I walked to my room then shut the door. I laid on my bed. It smelled like Hagan's  cologne. I started crying again. I can't believe he would do this. I feel so betrayed. He told me we would be forever together. I was the stupid one for actually believing him.

                    I took off my dress and threw it on the ground, I never wanted to see that dress again.I put on some pajamas. I walked in my bathroom. I looked on the counter and saw a note, it was from Hagan. It said: Dear Maisie I love you sooooo much. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life together. You are perfect, I'm so glad you are mine. My tears hit the paper. I crumpled it up as I started crying more. I couldn't stop crying. I slowly slid down the counter to the ground. I sat with my knees touching my chest. I kept having weird flashbacks. I kept hearing my mom calling me worthless. I kept seeing my dad walking out the door. That's how I feel right now, the same way when my dad walked out.

             I stood up. I started throwing away all of Hagan's stuff that he'd given me. I opened the medicine drawer. I saw a big bottle of sleeping pills. I had to do it. I didn't want to live anymore. I grabbed a notepad but then decided against a note. I unscrewed the lid to the bottle. I grabbed a small bathroom cup and filled it with water. I grabbed a big handful of the pills. Just then there was a loud knock on my bathroom door.

"Maisie what's wrong? I know you're in there."

             It was Jackson's voice. I didn't answer. I dumped the pills into my mouth and drank the water. Jackson kept beating on the door.

"Maisie let me in right now. I can hear you crying there is something wrong."

              I still didn't answer. I got a really bad migraine. I got really dizzy. My vision was blurry. I felt sick. The last thing I saw was Jackson finally getting the door open and rushing to me. I hit the floor and was unconscious.

Jackson's p.o.v.

                   I finally got the door open. Maisie hit the floor. My stomach dropped and my heart sank. I rushed over to her. I started to cry. I looked on the counter and saw the pills. I looked down at her and blood was coming from her head. I grabbed her phone and called 911.

"911 what's your emergency?"

"Please send an ambulance! My friend just passed out and she was trying to kill herself" My voice was shaky.

"Okay we'll be right there"

               A tear drops down on her still body. I can't loose her. I don't know what I'd do without her.

                Soon the paramedics got there. I lifted her up and put her on the stretcher. I got to ride in the ambulance with her to the hospital. They took her into the emergency room. I had to wait in the waiting room. I sat there with my head in my hands, sobbing. Pippa got thee as soon as she could. I had texted her right after I called the police. She rushed in and ran over to me, she was crying too.