Endlessly (Boyxboy)

One

JG~

JJ and I have been friends for as long as I can remember. We've been through so much together. Our freshman year of high school JJ came out, I was the first person he told.

We are supposed to tell each other everything, and for the most part I do. But I've been keeping something from him, I'm gay and I'm in love with him.

I've been struggling with this for about two years, going on three. I couldn't, and I'm still learning, to accept myself for who I am.

If I were to come out now it wouldn't matter anyways, he has a boyfriend who he is always with. When we hang out its not just me and him, it's me, him and his douche bag boyfriend Dillon.

"Jack, tonight Dillon is having a party at his lake house to celebrate the last day of school please come with me." He pouts.

How could I ever say no to him.

"Sure why not." I sigh.

"Thank you, I love you." He smiles.

"Love you too." I smile back.

My smile falls when Dillon then comes up behind JJ and kisses his neck. I try my hardest not to throw up at the sight.

Dillon's hands roam over JJ's bare stomach from the crop top he had on.

"Babe we need to go to class." JJ smiles.

"See you later." I walk to my next class.

••

"Come on babe just try some." Dillon pushes.

"Smoking is disgusting Dill, no." JJ protests.

"Fine." Dillon rolls his eyes.

He leans down and whispers something in JJ's ear.

JJ gets up from his lap and walks quickly outside with tears in his eyes. I follow him.

"You good?" I ask him sitting next to him at the lake.

"Yeah I'm fine." JJ smiles weakly at me.

We just sit in silence for a while. As I'm about to say something someone interrupts us.

"JJ come here." Dillon calls.

JJ gets up without a word and follows Dillon into the house.

JJ~

I follow Dillon to the bedroom.

"What." I say annoyed.

He always try's to get me to do shit like smoke and drink, and he fucking always has something to say about me wearing girls clothes.

"Baby." He pulls me close.

His lips press to mine and he shoves his tongue in my mouth.

He starts to try and undo my high waisted shorts. I put my hands on his to stop him.

"No Dillon." I pull away from the forced kiss.

"I'm fucking tired of you denying me. Any guy or girl here would happily sleep with me. It's fucking dumb why you won't, loosing your virginity isn't anything special." He snaps.

More tears spring to my eyes.

"Well it is to me Dillon. Stop being such an asshole about it." I yell. "Why the fuck are you even with me then if you don't like the way I dress or the fact I won't sleep with you?!" I add.

Dillon is red with anger. I know not to push him when he's like this. He's high and probably drunk too. But I just can't stop myself.

"If you want to get laid so much sleep with some slut." I roll my eyes.

I feel a sharp pain in my right cheek.

He fucking slapped me. He always fucking does this when we fight.

I storm out of the room to Jacks car.

"Ready to go?" Jack asks making me jump.

I didn't think he was in here. 

"Yeah. Can you still spend the night?" I ask hopefully.

"Of course I can." He smiles.

God damn. He smile has always had such an effect on me.

••

JG~

I walk to JJ's dresser and plug in my phone to his IHome to play some music.

Of course I noticed the red mark on his face, I always do but I never say anything about it and I can tell JJ is grateful for it.

"What happened?" I ask curiously.

"Nothing. Dillon was just to high and drunk for me to handle." JJ rolls his eyes.

I chuckle lightly, not convinced what so ever. For such a outgoing and strong voiced person, JJ is the last I would think would be with someone who hurts him the way Dillon does, emotionally and physically. 

"Now come cuddle with me." He pats the spot next to him on his bed.

I oblige and lay down next to him, wrapping my arms around his small frame.

We sit listening to the music enjoying each other's company while I play with his hair. This isn't odd for us, we cuddle all the time.

"Are you and Dillon okay?" I ask trying to get some type of information.

He hesitates before answering. "Yeah. Why do you ask?"

"Just wondering." I lie.

"Okay well I'm tired goodnight." He turns off the lamp lighting up the room.

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