Cold Eyes, Frozen Heart.
I lost you.
I found you.
Where are you?
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Daytime sorrow. Wonderful dream. My hands around you, while you sleep.
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This time, I won't lose. This time, I'll fight. Bring me back my life.
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Endless crying. Endless dying. My soul's ripped apart, I miss you, my little star.
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This one lie you once told. This one song you once sang. All of it. I remember everything. But you're gone now and what's left are memories. Old and sad memories. Were you ever happy? Oh, right. I remember this one time, where you couldn't stop smiling because of her. Only a few people could make you truly smile, but she was special. She understood you. Without even knowing you that long. It was nice talking to her. She reacted differently. She reacted the way you needed it. Though you weren't alive anymore, she was still by your side and made you feel happy again. Come back here, my dear. Don't forget her. Don't forget this little angel.
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Voices inside of my head. Voices all over. Crying, laughing, loud, quiet. It breaks my head. It makes me dizzy. It makes me feel strange inside. Every colour in this world faded away. All voices and sounds from this world; I can hear them in my head. Music is the only way out. Music or he.
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My World is a complicated, silent one. It's different, everything. The colours, the people, the sky. It changes often and gets broken fast, like it's made of glass.
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I'm an empty house. A lonly house.
Small, broken windows. High-tech security door. Leave me alone; maybe you can stay,
if you want to.
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Little kid's crying for their little star. Come back to me.
"Did I do something wrong?"
Nobody's here to hear them whining. Sad little kid. Cares 'bout a little star, while falling apart, all by themselves. But they're never going to let go. This kiddo stays. They want their star back.
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Diging a deep hole to be alone. It's not working, humans are everywhere. The stupid ones are the worst ones. They're blind and deaf when it's 'bout you.
Cry, cry, stupid.
Die, die, worthless.
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The future. Don't think 'bout it.
It's emtpy.
It's dark.
It's unkown.
There's a big storm coming. It's going to destroy everything. My little star is slowly dying from the inside.
He stays silent,
He stays the same.
He is still there.
Can you hear him?
He gets bigger and bigger but he needs time.
Time he doesn't have.
The loud storm is taking him with them
and I'll stay here.
Till my time comes.
But I am prepared
and he isn't
and that's why I cry.
"He'll be fine, I know it" I whispered to myself, crying.
Calm down.
Don't think too much.
One day we'll get to see him again, smiling
and alright.
He'll be alright.
Don't worry my dear.
