The Four Words That Hurts The Most

Pain, hurt, ashamed, and disgraced.
What does these words mean? What do they truly say?

Pain is the feeling that I constantly inflict.

I am ashamed of giving in, and only thinking with my dick.

I am the biggest disgrace, look how I caused you to hurt.

You were my diamond in the rough, but I drastically devalued your worth.

Pain, hurt, ashamed, and disgraced. What does these words mean? What do they truly say?

Pain is what I feel for wasting our bright potential, it hurts me to know that I can no longer be with you.

I am ashamed for giving in, and being so weak.

but damn, I just have a thing for them brown skinned freaks.

It is a disgrace, because I know that you would never do the same.

If I emptied out the piggy bank, I still could not change.

Pain, hurt, ashamed, and disgraced. What does these words mean? What do they truly say?

Pain is the feeling that seems to never end.

It hurts me to know that I cannot change what I did.

I am very ashamed, because all along I knew that I was wrong.

I broke the heart of the person, who healed my heart the most.

Your last goodbye was the bullet that killed all of my hope.

Pain, hurt, ashamed, and disgraced.

Without you here, I live these four words everyday.