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Seven : Mute

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Mute // The Way I Look At Myself \\

( Sam P.O.V )

（ Flashback ）

I was sitting on the chair and constantly fidgeting while waiting for my mum's results of the doctor in the hospital. I felt really bad and needed someone to hug and cry on. The only thing that I will be scared of is not able to forgive myself for what I had accidentally done. My heart needs to be strong for myself.

Sigh.

Then, suddenly The Monster came banging the entrance door and barging into the ward. His face was red and puffed. He seem to be drunk. He was really in a mess. I knew what was going to happen next. It's been the same everything hopping it will not get worse. The bruises on my back and stomach were still healing.

If my mom had not try to defend me at time, I would probably bed-ridden in the hospital or disable by now. His punches will aim at me non-stop until he was satisfied. I was scared of looking into my dad's eyes when he is angry and obviously drunk cause he was mummbling through his words. I acted as if I was sleeping. So that I could avoid from being beaten as always at home.

"Hey, wake up bitch!! I know that you're not sleeping I am not that stupid like your mother whom would put her heart and soul for you!!"

"Cause of you I lost my precious wife!! I knew at the very day that you were born, you brought bad luck into this family!! Darn you!!" his tone was rising per second. I was getting more afraid. I wish that I could shrink and turn into a mice so that I could run away from him. I also wish that I could turn into a huge elephant so that I could squish him like a bug. I never had the courage to fight him back.

He suddenly walk in front of me and grip my face as his use force my head to turn so that I could face him and look into dark gloomy eyes, that seem so lost in faith and only wanted revenge to his heart's content. I was squirming for help. Tears constantly came out from my eyes. I could feel his nails pierce itself on my skin, like having cuts on your face.

"Shout all you want, no one is never gonna hear you ever and I'll promise you that!!" I was trembling. I had no idea what was he going to do. Then, he kept punching me all over my body giving me more bruises. I could feel the pain all over my body. I just tried to hold my tears in and stay strong. I was fighting him back and punching him with my hands and forcing away his large hands from me.

Then, he was getting more abusive and angrier knowing that I was trying to fight back, continue to strangle me and kept punching at my throat the voice-box. It hurt really bad. I fainted afterwards that so I cannot remember what happen after that.

The only thing that I could remember was the doctor told me that I wouldn't be able to speak cause my voice box was broken and also I could nearly died due to the cause of his actions. When, I woke up I felt really bad. He said that I should be happy and glad cause I still have a life to live. The way he said it as if that was a good thing. The way I see, there is only torture left for me.

I whimpered and cried until there were no tears left. That day I promise to myself that I'll stay strong for myself, and I will never ever will rely on someone else's help anymore. I will push them away from my life. I had enough.