Blinded Love (Syndisparklez)

Jordan Maron.

Can we take the time to appreciate fetus Jordan. Like dude. <3

I managed to flip my aching body around to see my surroundings and him.

I am in the white room like the dream, except there's no chair in the middle of the room. But there is the man.

He is slightly tall and pale. His black hair messy and going in every direction, and he has the "free hug jacket" on him. And dark green shorts.

And a scruffy beard, but the most clear thing on him is a blindfold... A black silky rad wrapped around his head.

He seems like he can't see and thing and yet he looks like he is staring holes right into my burning skin.

"I said.. Hello Tom." He growled.

His voice sends shivers down my spine and makes me body cold. But my heart is pounding faster and louder.

"Aren't you going to reply to me?" He spat.

I flinched but remained silent. Someone.. Please save me...

He took a step forward and I desperately tried to scramble farther back against the wall but it's impossible.

He continued to swiftly stroll up to me until I was in arms reach and he kneeled down.

"I don't like to be ignored. " he cooed.

His voice was raspy yet smooth and he smelt like lavender and death...

I kept staring at his blindfold when suddenly I felt a pang of pain in my nose.

My head hit the cushion wall and my nose made an ear splitting popping noise and then I felt warm liquid flowing down my mouth and dripping down onto my chest.

I made a grown in pain and I saw his hand raise once more.

I tried to prepare myself for another blow but he kept it in the air.

"Speak." He whispered into my ear.

"D-don't hit m-me..." I breathed. My nose was burning but I wasn't crying.

His fist flinched but then softened and fell to my shoulder.

His eyes feel like fire and yet I can't see them. How is he doing this?!

He opened his mouth but then closed it and the corners of his mouth lifted into a smirk. His hand slowly lifted to my face and cupped my cheek.

"Your voice is beautiful Tomas.." He purred into my ear.

This is torturous. Someone get. Me. Out.

"Did. You. Hear. Me. " he said a little more sternly.

I nodded hastily.

I heard a soft laugh escape his mouth and he leaned in close to me.
Our lips barely touching.

"Who is Martha?" He stated as if we're not embarrassingly close.

"What?"

"Do you like her?"

"What d-do you mean?" I stuttered.

"I saw you with her. "
He kept spitting out questions.

"She's someone I know. " I finally answered.

" are you dating her?"

"No?"

"Good!" He grinned.

He leaned in and kissed me.

He IS kissing me!

My face flushed and I just sat there.

His lips are very soft and warm, and he tastes like the smell of roses, it's hard to explain..

I'm terrified and also... Lustful?

I was asking myself if I should kiss back and right when I got my answer he separated.

He had a small sad expression but it's hard to tell giving I can only see his eyebrows nose and mouth, but his soft pink mouth was frowning slightly and his eyebrows furrowed.

"Why didn't you k-ki–" he started but the door was making an unlocking sound and with a blink of an eye this blindfolded man was gone. Dumbstruck I frantically looked around the room and I finally found him leaning against the wall.

For a second I thought I imagined all of this.

The door finally swung open and this very tall and intimidating man walked in and looked around, he first glanced at me, ignoring me, and finally caught glance at the other man.

"You." He said straight to the man, his voice was low and creepy. He sent shivers down my spine but they weren't as much as the blinded man's voice caused.
"Come with me. " he hissed.

The man across the room started to walk but just as he reached the door her stopped and turned to me.

"See you soon." He grinned and then he was yanked out of sight and the door slammed shut shortly afterward.

I finally was alone and had the time to process what happened.

" 'This strange man that was in my dream was in the same room with me!' "
" 'he forced me to talk to him and punched me in the nose.' "
I suddenly remembered my burning nose and dry blood going down it.
" ' but then he also kissed me.' "
" ' I never got his name. ' "

I just kept thinking about the kiss. I can't believe he did that!

I thought the rest of the time I stayed in this blasted room was gonna go by swiftly because I enjoy the quiet. But I was far from being correct.

The silence was nice at first but it became to much.

My mind is yelling at me.

I need something to drown out my thoughts..

You're mine now..

My head shot up and I frantically looked around for something– someone.

"Who is there?!" I shouted. No body is in the room with me...

I'm known as the shadows.. You're stuck with me forever. I can practically hear a smirk.

And so we begin.

"Get out of my head!" He grasp my ears trying to block out the voice but it's in my head. I can block it out.

The rest of the day was terrible.

Right when I was about to fall asleep and the voices grew silent the door opened again. And Sonja's head popped open.

"Ready to come out?" She whispered.

I just look at her with tired eyes and she comes in and helps me up.

"W-who was that other man in the room earlier.. If you know." I yawn.

"Oh. His name is Jordan.. Jordan uhh..." She trailed off.
"Oh yea! Jordan Maron is his name. "

"Do you know why was in there?"

"Are you going to keep asking questions?" She retorted in her sassy tone.

And that was the end of our conversation. And I finally got to my room. Collapsed and drifted to a deep sleep.

Dream:

I woke up in cold sweat. I was in my house.. My old house.. When I was a teenager I lived in an apartment with my mother. I can't control myself. But I got up and walked to my mum's room.

"Mum." I said. My voice sounded emotionless and dark." My mum woke up and her eyes widened.
"Tommy..? W-why do you have a knife..?"

AYYY SORRY FOR LONG TIME WITHOUT UPDATING. ;-; BUT AHHH JARDON YOU FOOL. <3