My teacher loves me

Chapter: 6

Ally's P.O.V.:

Standing up at 6:30 is my death. That was why I decided to go back for sleep for just 5 more minutes. Yep. Being me, I ended up being late for first period. As I entered the empty dressing room, I quickly changed into my sports clothing and run into the gym. I made my way to Mr. Barry with a bright smile on my face.

"I'm sorry for being late, I didn't hear my alarm clock."

He just looked at me with an emotionless face.

"Go find a partner and practise passing."

With this, he left the gym and me standing there with hundreds of thoughts flashing through my mind.

Did Mr. Thomson betray us?

Did I do something worng?

Did he realised that I'm just a pathetic little 17-year old girl with a crush on her PE-tacher?

I felt tears building right in the corners of my eyes.

"Ally?" I heard Ann Sophies voice and immediately jumped into her arms for a comforting hug. She didn't say anything.  She knew how to react in such a situation and that's what I love her for. As I got all my emotions together we started to practise passing the ball till the end of this lesson.  I was silence the whole periods till lunch break. I was sitting at a table with all my friends, not in the mood for eating, so I just doodled stupid things in my notebook. 

Suddenly I felt someone stroking my arm. As I looked up, I saw Soph giving me a signal to follow her. I took my stuff and we walked to the football field. Arriving there, she started talkig.

"Ally? What is up with you lately?"

I felt the tears coming up again.

"I'm a pathetic 17-year old girl with a crush on a teacher, who kissed me and now is ignoring me."

I looked at the ground, trying to avoid her gaze.

"Ally! Maybe he's just afraid of putting you in danger. Both of you could lose so many things when somebody knows about it, other than Mr. Thomson. He and Mr. Barry are close friends and I don't think he'd like to see your prince charming sad and losing everything he loves."

She gave me a reassurance smile.

"Give him some time. He'll come to you and you will find a way for your love.  He loves you, belive me. You can tell by the way he looks at you."

A smile creeped it's way up my lips.

"Ann Sophie Davidson, you're the most awkward and awesome friend in this whole, crappy world!"

"I know!" She winked at me and we burst out in laughter.

"Wait." I interrupted our little laughing session. 

"How was detention with Mr. Sex god?"

Suddenly her facial expression changed from overly happy to overly sad.

"He knows about me parents." I did not know what to say, so I awkwardly put my hand on her shoulder.

"But it was nice talking about it again."

I smiled at her. "I think you can trust him. He's a good teacher and maybe someone you can bother with your problems."

We both ended up hugging again.

"With all these hugging today,we might look like a couple!" As I jokingly tried to kiss her cheek, she hit my shoulder and told me I'm stupid.

After school was over, I had the hornor, having detention with Ms. Kennedy , or how I like to call her:  the devil in disguise. After two hours of torture I was finally released.  So I took my stuff, plugged my earphones in and made my way home.

2 weeks after detention a little box was laying in front of my bedroom door.  The box encluded an envelope and a Tiffany& Co. chamrock neckless. I gasped at the sight of it and quickly opened the letter.

"Dear Ally,
I thought about us a lot the past days, because you're not leaving my mind. Since I met you, my whole world  has changed. Trying to ignore you and my feelings towards you, was the hardest thing I ever did. I have something really important to tell you. Meet me by the attached adress on the extra note.
C. Barry"

He wanted to meet me. I felt excitement building up inside me. I quickly changed into new clothes, grabbed my things and drove to the adress. I almost reached the place,as my thoughts were playing jokes on me. Again, hundreds of thoughts were passing my mind.

What is he going to tell me?

Will he end this?

How will this turn out?

Will I be even more heartbroken than I am now?

Standing in front of his house, I searched for the courage to ring the bell. After, what felt like an eternity, I finally did it. I waited for him to open the door nervously, while I played with the hem of my shirt.

As I heard his food steps, my heart was pounding hard in my chest. He opened the door and I looked directly in his beautiful ocean blue eyes. It started to get hard to breath and my heart skipped a beat. He came closer and embraced me in a hug. As he released me he greeted me with a simple "Hi."

I followed him inside. I really liked Mr. Barry's and his friends house.  It's that kind that you always imagined of, living in it with your future family.  He told me to sit down on the white leather couch and so we were sitting in front of each other awkwardly.  Suddenly he broke the silence.

"How have you been the past days?"

I did not know the anwer myself.

"I don't know."I though about a better answer.  " As you started to act differently, the day I was late for school, I felt shitty. Actually I felt shitty the whole time, I guess."

I could hear him inhale deeply. "I know that what I did was worng, but please let me explain it."

I nodded at him,  as he came closer to me. He took my hands in his and continued to speak.

"Last week at your birthday, my feelings for you took over me. They grow from day to day. So we kissed and I really enjoyed it, I really did, but I also started to worry about us. What will happen when somebody knows about us? I'll put us in danger and we could lose so many things.  I want us to be together, but I don't know if I could handle losing you." I felt him squeezing my hands.

" I want you to be mine, I want to kiss you, when I want to and I want to hold you in my arms and wake up next to you, but it hurts to know that I can't have all of this."

His voice broke and I was overwhelmed by his words.

"But you can have these things. We can have this after school. I know that we can't do these normal couple things, like going into the cinema or restaurants, but we can have these things here. At your house.  At the weekends I'd come over and I'll be just yours. At least let us try."

I looked at him withe sparkles in my eyes and waited patiently for his answer.

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