Will I always be just a bestfriend?

Chapter 16

~MARIO POV~

I saw the tear running down her cheeks. Her eyes full of pain. Her heart broken. I felt mine too.

"Maryann...I'm sor-" I said as she hugged me and I stopped talking to hug back

"I love you, I thought I could hide my feelings but no..I love y-" she said wrote I stopped her by pulling my lips against hers

I felt tears again, I thought I would never get her again...but it means nothing, I know..

She didn't pulled them away, she kissed back and it turned into make out, I stopped.

"It's not right, I don't deserve that..." I said as I stopped kissing her

"It was a mistake..people make mistake...but you fixed it, I love you" she said as she started crying again

"Don't cry...I love you too" I said by pulling her hair back and kissing her on the cheek

"So why you say that it's not right?" She replied as she look. At her legs and sit on the bed

"Cause I don't deserve you..." I said sitting next to her and closing my eyes and putting my and on her leg

"Shut up! It's me, I don't deserve you! Stop saying that, you broke up because of me, yeah I'm a freaking mess, yeah! I screwed up everything. Even today, I kissed Mike in front if you! I am a freaking bitch! Okay? So stop saying you're wrong! Because you are right!" She said crying and pulling my hand away

"Don't say that.." I said kissing her with passion and more harder then I ever did

She kissed back but noting much...she told me goodnight and left. I miss her so much, as my girlfriend...

~MARY POV~

I left Mario's house but I did not come home...I went to mike's house...I know it's bad but I don't deserve any of what Mario gave to me...the kiss, hope, love...his heart... So I went to talk to Mike and tell him the truth... I knocked to the door and he responded.

"Hey sweetheart? What's wrong...?" He asked afraid to see me hurt

"I am mind fuck..." I said slowly and giggling

"I think you're drunk...? Are you?" He said as he let me enter cause I was freezing

"No, just lost..." I replied closing my eyes

"Can I help you?" He asked smirking gently

"Yeah...kiss me" I asked as I lend my lips

"Mary? No, I can't...you're not yourself right now...I can't" he replied pulling his hands on my cheeks

"I'm okay..." I told him before falling asleep

"Oh fuck..." Mike said as he take me in his arm and putted me in his bed "good night sweetheart...love you"