I never experienced death before. I wasn't at the hospital when it happened but I did felt a dark, heavy feeling. My Grandma passed away and my mom is in mourning. I never personally hated her nor liked her. I never knew a lot of her yet, she always took care of me when I was younger. I wasn't close to her nor distant. I feel nothing but a heavy feeling in my chest. I felt like I should've been there next to her. I never once visited her at the hospital. I feel like I caused it yet not. I feel confused.
Death of Grandma -- Sunday, January 10, 2016 at 6:56 P.M.
I don't know the exact time she left but that was when I got the dark, heavy feeling. I never knew you yet I felt like I did. I should have visited you in your final moment but I didn't. I am sorry. Rest in peace.
Goodbye Grandma.
