now i can't put my ipod on shuffle, because there are songs that remind me of you. there are the songs you introduced me to, that i couldn't help but buy, because $1.29 was definitely worth the memories. then there are the songs that have nothing to do with you whatsoever, yet have everything to do with you. you've probably never even heard the songs, but they just so happened to capture a situation perfectly, or just so happened to be playing in the background during a fight, or when one of us was trying to save the other. and it really sucks when im having a good day and those songs play. it's like someone dumped a bucket of emotions on top of me and i don't know what to do with them. but no matter how hard i try, i can't ever make myself delete them.
