Chapter Twenty One
** 'Luka stop!' I say as he kisses my neck.
He chuckles and crawls on top of me running his hands up my crop top. I moan when he starts massaging my breasts. Ripping my shirt off he leans down gently sucking on the skin on the border of my bra. He licks the cleavage making me arch my back pushing my chest up. He growls and rips my bra of breaking it in two.
'Hey! That was my favourite bra!' I squeal hitting his chest.
We're in my favourite part of the woods. It's a small clearing. Theres a lake right next to it. The sound of the water gently gliding over the rocks. So peaceful.
He smiles innocently then kisses from my neck all the way down to my jeans undoing the button with one hand. He tugs them off throwing them in behind him. Tugging off my panties with his teeth I moan when his nose glides down my thigh.
I squeal and wriggle when I feel his strong fingers start massaging my area. Slowly getting faster. Inserting two fingers he starts pumping fast. He teases my mark, biting and sucking making my release come towards me quicker just as I'm about to let go he takes his fingers out climbing over me. I whimper missing his touch. He kisses me tenderly whilst quickly striping down completely. He positions himself at my entrance making me moan. I throw my head back as he slowly pushe-' **
"BELLA!" Someone yells startling me. I scream and shoot up breathing heavily. Looking to my side I see Christian looking at me worried.
"What's wrong?! You were whimpering and wriggling around. You were mumbling something but I couldn't figure it out. Are you okay?" He says pulling me into his lap. I nod and sniffle wiping the tears I didn't realise had fallen.
"I'm fine, just a dream." I say giving him a faint smile.
I lean up capturing his lips with mine catching him off guard. His kisses were nothing like Luka's but they were close. No sparks but it still felt good. I moan and push Christians chest back climbing on top of him. I moan when he thrust his hips up his hard on hitting my area. I pull back from the kiss and sit on his hips playing with his sweatpants strings.
"Are you alright love?" Christian say putting his hands on my hips. I smile and nod.
"I'm gonna go for a walk okay? Ill be back before you get up." I say getting off him. I walk into Christians closet getting one of his jumpers putting it on. I pull on my skinny jeans then slip on my black flats.
"Okay, be careful babe." Christians says. I nod and give him a kiss before heading out.
I walk through the house and out the front door closing it behind me. I step into the forest snuggling into my boyfriends jumper slightly cold from the breeze.
It's been four months since Luka rejected me. I still feel the pain but its subsided a little. My wolf whimpers every time she thinks of Luka. I haven't seen Luka since the day of the hospital.
As soon as I got home that day I called my aunt in LA and told her what happened. She suggested i move in with her, so I did. I moved in with her a not even a week later. That's where I met Christian. He's my cousin, Jay's best friend. He knows everything that happened with Luka and was there for me when I needed him. He's 19 so he's only two years older. I never really moved on from Luka but I do really like Christian.
I still love Luka but I still don't understand why he did it. I'm eager to find that out too. If he said he never loved me then I can move on cant I? He's probably screwing everything that has boobs right now. The only reason I haven't felt any pain is because he rejected me.
I finished the remainder of year twelve online and graduated. My Aunt Jenna helped me a lot through my exams. She passed high school with straight A's and so did I. I couldn't have done it with our her help though.
Walking into the clearing I climb onto the big rocks that sit under the water fall. I found this clearing a couple weeks after I moved here. I was wondering around and eventually got lost. I heard running water so I followed the sound and it eventually lead me here. I always come here when I have a dream about Luka or just a normal nightmare. It resembles the clearing back home but this ones much bigger.
Sitting down on the second biggest boulder. I pluck a lily from in between the rocks twirling it around between my fingers. It's Sharra's birthday in a week. She keeps begging me to come home for the party. Apparently she won't 'enjoy' herself if I'm not by her side every second of her day.
I jump slightly when I feel my phone vibrate in my lap, it's from Christian.
- Christian
Where are you Bella? Call me xo
I didn't even realise its been two hours since I left. It's seven thirty am. Tapping the reply box I message him back saying I'm on my way home. I sigh climbing down the rocks heading home. I open my phone going into my Photo Gallery. Going into the album called 'Luka' I take a deep breath and scroll through finding the old photos of Luka and I. Tapping a random one I smile at the picture of Luka.
It's the one of him wearing my red lace bra. We were in my room and I was getting ready for school. He wanted me to wear it for him but I said 'no you wear it'. I went to have a shower and when I came out of the bathroom he was wearing it standing in front of my mirror. I slide my finger over going on to the next one. I giggle at the memory. I was trying to get a good photo of us together but Luka wouldn't stop mucking around. He kept doing funny faces. I gulp and get out of the photo gallery locking my phone just as I get home. I sigh thinking of the memories Luka and I had together.
I miss him.
I'm sorry this chapter horrible, I just had to get through some stuff before I start making things actually happen.
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