Heart full to the point of exploding,
Mind full of conflicting thoughts.
Filled with unease and uncertainty,
Plagued by guilt, clouding my judgement.I'm sorry if I cannot forgive your mistakes,
That I can't move past the betrayal.
That when I look at you its all I see,
That it burdens my heart and shatters my soul.They say time heals all but how much does it take
To forgive that which seems unforgivable?
For my heart still burns from the injustice,
And my mind still can't wrap around the idea.But I still have some time to try,
To get past the past.
And forget the unforgettable,
And make a decision between forgiveness and bitterness.Forgive me for not forgiving you,
And forgive me for wanting to forget you.
My heart is in disarray, in need of mending,
But you can't help because how can you save me from you?

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Lost
PoetryThe fifth in the collection.... It speaks of the soul....The heart.... Lost in a haze of life and heartbreak. Forces the mind to think.... And the heart to admit