Recovery NOT FINISHING

An awfull morning

Mary Beth's pov

I wake up In Zayns strong arms that were practically suffocating me. I finally broke from his hold and went to my suitcase and grabbed shorts and a white tang top with a white and blue plaid shirt and my blue toms and put my hair up because I hate it being in my face and then applied some eye liner and mascara the walked out of the bathroom in mine and Zayns room and noticed he wasn't in the bed anymore. I walk out into the living area and kitchen part of our room and saw liam and Zayn drinking tea and playing on their phones.

"Good morning love" liam says

"Good morning did you sleep well?" Zayn asked standing up and started making me pancakes "what are you guys doing today" I ask ignoring Zayns Question because he knows I didn't.

"We'll we are going to an interview and then Paul hired a body guard for you so you don't have to come with us all the time and be bored" he said with a half smile while he hands me a plate full of pancakes. I look at him with a are-you-kidding-me face so that he can see that I'm still pretty upset from last night remembering every thing that happen to me in the past.

"Do the best you can sweetheart" he says with a sympathetic smile, so I start eating. I ate about half and that's when I started to feel sick so I ran into the bathroom, locked the door and just sat on the floor.

I was thinking about what the fans were calling me, what my past guardians, and the boys at the orphanage called me. I stood up and looked at my self in the mirror, I saw that happy girl that I was turning into to that broken, fat, ugly, worthless girl that I was before Zayn and the rest of the boys toke me in. I thought I was getting stronger I thought I wasn't going to turn back into the broken little girl.

I was interrupted by Zayn knocking the door and calling my name, so I unlocked the door and walked out, I walked past him and mumbled "sorry" then walked back and started eating my pancakes again knowing that I might throw up but I didn't care.

When I was done Zayn toke my plate and washed it. "I think we have to get going so we can meet the boys in the lobby for 10. I looked at the clock and it said 9:50 'it didn't talk that long to get to the lobby unless we're taking the stairs' I thought almost wanting to tell him but I decided no to.

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A/N:

So I now this Is short but I just wanted to do a quick update :)