Recovery NOT FINISHING

The note

Meet Beth's pov

When I opened the door I saw Zayn with Liam sitting on the couch, so I hid behind the door with my head poking out,

"Dad I'm scared can you get him too leave" I said in a really quite voice, Zayn and Liam exchanged worried looks,

"Yeah, Liam you can get some sleep its really late thanks for calling me" Zayn said as he stood up with Liam, as Liam walked past me to leave the room I flinched thinking he might do something.

Liam left and it was only me and Zayn I'm the room and right when I heard Liam's door shut I ran to Zayn crying in his chest,

"What's wrong baby girl, what happend?" Zayn cooed in my ear. it toke me awhile before I could calm down and I was thinking if I should tell him the truth or not, I was so close of telling a lie but then I looked up at him and I just couldn't lie, I will lie to the other boys saying that I'm fine and that everything is okay and ill even tell Zayn that because I don't want their pity but Zayn deserves to know what my dream was about.

I told Zayn the whole story I even told Zayn that I told liam what happened In my past,

"Dad can you just not tell the rest of the guys, if they ask what happened just say it was a bad dream I don't want there pity"

"Okay, oh and we need to pack everything tomorrow because we have a concert tomorrow and get ready so just get everything organized tonight but leave a swimsuit out because before the concert we are going swimming!" Zayn say standing up and about to go into the bathroom,

"Wait" I say stopping him and he turns around too look at me, "what about my scars they will see them" I blurt out almost on the verge of tears because I didn't want them seeing my fresh cuts...

_the next morning_

"Mary Beth, wake up were going to go swimming" Niall says

"No" I mumble turning over

"Please get up I want to go surfing before everyone gets put there" Louis say

"Yeah count me in" I hear a voice so I look at the foot of my bed and I see Liam

"please leave me alone" I say crawling up closer to the head bored and pulling the covers over me and I start shaking

''are you okay Mary Beth?" a soft Irish accent came up beside me

"yes, can you guys leave now so I can change and Louis can get to the waves faster" I say

"okay but hurry Harry is making you waffles" Louis says as they are leaving the room and I get out of bed and go to my suit case and grab my swimsuit, shorts, and a dark blue tang top and go into the bathroom to put the on, when I was in there I put my hair in a messy bun and brushed my teeth.

when I walked out of the bathroom I saw a note sitting on the bed so I went towards It and It read,

Dear Mary Beth,

I'm not completely sure what I did but I'm sorry if I hurt you in anyway but please don't be scared, mad, or worried I am here if you need a shoulder to cry on of just someone to talk to but please Mary Beth don't be scared about who you are today at the beach don't be afraid to show your battle wounds.

love liam xx

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A/N

hi guys I just want to apologize that I barely update and when I do they aren't very long its just these past few chapters have been difficult to write, and also in my chapter of Mary Beth's nightmare it was extremely hard to write because I know Liam would never do anything like that!