Recovery NOT FINISHING

swimming and the concert

Mary Beth's pov

after I showed the boys my scars Zayn was freaking out sating "why I thought you said you weren't going to do it again" he was almost in tears, I hate seeing him upset about me so I walked over to him and grabbed his hands into mine,

"Zayn, please, I don't want to make you upset and I was scared to talk to you about it, I know I shouldn't be afraid to talk to you about things like this but that's how deal with things but by me telling everyone today is me telling you to that I need help and when I was in the bathroom with Niall I realized how much help I really need but I might not be able to do this by myself so I need you guys, I need you guys to help me" I finish and Zayn pulls me into a huge hug and then I fell four more guys wrap there arms around us,

"we will help you throw this Mary Beth don't worry" harry says and we pull out of the hug,

"but there's one more thing" I say and they all look worried again but I just smile, "can you all call me Beth for now on" I laugh and they all laugh with me and nod,

"okay good and now that's done, Liam and Louis can you teach me how to surf" I ask and Liam picks me up and runs out the door and instead of taking the elevator he toke the stairs and went down a couple of floors and then we got into a elevator,

"you know you can put me down now" I laugh 

"sorry" he says putting me down

"why did you run away, you know Zayn is probably freaking out"

"its alright we will wait for them in the lobby" and right after he said that the elevator dinged and the doors opened and I got a whole bunch of texts from Zayn asking where we went so I sent him a quick one back saying that we were just in the lobby waiting for them.

About three minutes latter the elevator doors opened and they walked out towards us,

"okay are you ready to go?" Zayn asks

"yeah" we all say at the same time and walk out of the hotel and there was a really big group of fans and I start to get really insecure about my scars but as soon as I knew it I was in the car

_later that night_

"Beth are you almost ready we need to hurry if you want to get there and in your seats before they go on" Preston said

"yeah I'm coming" and I open the door, I was wearing a black One Direction t-shirt and red skinny jeans with black convers, we goy into Preston's car and started driving to the concert,

"so how was the beach today?" he asks keeping his eyes on the road,

"great, Liam and Louis taught me how to surf and I stood up on the bored and then we all made a big sand castle but Niall and harry started fighting about who got the last popsicle and they fell on it" I said while laughing wile I was remembering the day

"sounds great" he say

"hey Preston, how is your mom doing?" I ask

"she's doing great she is in antibiotics, thank you for asking" he says with a smile

"no problem, next time you see her say I said hi" I smile back

"will do, and guess what" Preston say with a lot of energy all of sudden,

"what" I say with a lot of energy like him

"were here" he says and jumping out and I jump out with him and we start running but then picks me up and runs around in circles 'what's up with everyone picking me up today do they not know that I can walk' I thought to myself, I was laughing quite hard and then we got inside and we went to see the boys in the dressing room to say good luck,

"good luck guys, love you" I yell while running around the room and giving them quick hugs,

"thank you enjoy the show, love you too" they all say at the same time, and we walk out so me and Preston can find our seat and when we got there half the people started screaming and half were giving me dirty look but I just brushed it off because I'm becoming a new Beth, a Beth that is a strong girl that wont let other people hurt me anymore. we got to our seats and they were front row right in the middle, and right when we got to them the lights went dim and everyone started screaming then came out my dad and his best mates.

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what makes you beautiful came on and they just sat on the stage in front of me and sang, and when they sang the looked right in my eyes.

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the concert just ended and it was AMAZING!!! right now me and Preston is walking to the dressing room to see the boys so we can go and get something to eat,

"you guys were great out there" I say and run to give them a bid group hug

"EWWW YOU GUYS ARE SWEATY" I yell and run away and hide behind Preston,

"thanks love you too" Louis teases and chases me around the room,

"I'm hungry" Niall says

"yeah me too" I agree with him

"okay lets get some McDonalds" Zayn says

"okay I can drive you guys" Preston say and we all nod and walk out the door and run to the car, we got in and drove to McDonalds,

"hey guys guess what!" Zayn blurts out,

"what" harry says

"its Beth's fourteenth birthday in two days!" he says with a huge grin

"really what do you want to do for your special day" Niall asks

"well since were in Orlando for two days around that time can we go to Disney World?" I ask because I've always wanted to go,

"of course we have a free day down there so we can go" Zayn says

"YAY!!!!" Liam yells from the back of the car, then the car comes to a stop and we all get out and get our McDonalds and drive back to the hotel to pack up and bring our stuff into the tour bus then we watched some boring movies which made me fall asleep on Zayns lap.