Recovery NOT FINISHING

Miami Flordia

Mary Beth's pov

I wake up to the smell of waffles and bacon (A/N: weird combination but whatever). I roll out of bed and let out a bitter groan, when I finally get to my feet I look around my room because something feels different like someone came in my room and changed something around. I turned around to face my door and I saw a suit case laying there with a note on top saying.

Dear Mary Beth,

Me and the boys are at a meeting with Simon but I noticed you didn't get a lot of sleep last night so you probably are going to be already up when I get back.

Love dad

He was right about not be being able to sleep but how did he know that, whatever. I walked to the bathroom and toke a shower when I got out I put my hair in a messy bun and put on very little makeup. I went to my wardrobe and toke out a pair of light grey skinny jeans and a led zeppelin tee, I rolled up the sleeves on the shirt and walked out the door and down the stairs.

"Good morning princess" Zayn says looking up from the paper.

"Good morning dad" I say with a smile

"Did you already pack for Florida love" Harry says setting a plate if waffles and bacon on the counter for me to eat.

"No do you want me to go up and do it quickly" I say pointing behind me towards the stairs. "That's alright you can do that as soon as your done eating" he says with a small smile. I walk over and start eating and god Harry was an amazing cook.

*

after I finished my amazing waffles made by Harry I ran up stairs to pack my things since we are leaving soon for our flight to Miami Florida. When I got up stairs I looked at my room so that I won't forget it while I am gone.

I grab all my clothes, my guitar. I walk into my bathroom and empty out all the cupboards and came across something I haven't touched in a long time ant that is my blood stained razor. After the amusement park with the boys have been looking for that god damn thing.

I throw it in to the suit case and carry it to the door and it was heavy I know I haven't been here long but the boys kept buying me clothes I didn't mind because pretty much my whole life I've been threaten like dirt.

I walk over to my big black piano and sit down running my fingers across the keys just wanting to play and bring it on tour but I know that it will never happen but I just can't help but play I start to play a song that I came to love while I was here... Innocent by Taylor Swift

*

After I started singing I could feel someone come in to my room. After I finished I looked up from the keys to find Zayn.

"Ready to go princess" he says grabbing my suitcase

"Yeah" I say getting up and walking out the door with my guitar in hand. "You alright you were acting a bit weird at breakfast this morning" he says looking down at me with a concerned face. "Yeah I'm fine" I look up but look back down so he doesn't see any hurt in my eyes.

When we got down the stairs all the boys were in there own conversations with there luggage in there hand. Liam opens the door for us as we walked to the door to the car.

Louis went into the drivers seat with Liam in the passenger seat, me and Zayn in the middle, and Harry and Niall in the back. We all drove I silence in till phones started to go off with ringtones except for mine, Zany's and Louis. I looked at the boys faces and a flash of hurt went throw there eyes. I looked at Zayn with disgust because I know he sent the message and I know it was about me. At the front of the car Louis was freaking out because he felt left out but when we got to a red light Liam leaned over and whispered to him. When Liam leaned back Louis let out a huge sigh and looked back at everyone.

After what seemed like forever we finally arrived at the airport. There was a ton of fans standing out side screaming, when we got out of the car the fans started to say all the things they said the other day but this time it was worse flashbacks from my past started to come back and I just looked up at Zayn with my watering eyes and whispered 'I'm sorry'.

*

We got throw security and stuff and we were finally on our plane and good thing it was a private plane so we don't have to have any more girls come up to us.

*

The flight seemed like forever I could tell that Zayn and the boys were all worried about me because they wouldn't leave me alone. We got out of the plane and into the airport and again there was a huge crowd of screaming girls. I looked up at Zayn and pulled on his arm to get his attention,

"What's wrong babe?" He says with worry in his eyes. "It's just- is there another way out of the airport?" I ask almost crying because I don't want to listen to all the girls call me names, like I know I've been called worse and even treated worse but I've been hurt so much that I haven't grown stronger from it I've grown weaker and anything can hurt me even if its one simple word.

"No sorry princess we have to out this way but come on it will be okay I got ya" he says picking me up and putting me on his hip and starts walking out of the airport. I could feel all of the girls trying to reach throw security and touch us and it made me cling onto Zayn even more.

We got into the car and Niall automatically wined that he wanted food so we drove to a Boston Pizza. When we all finished our meals we drove to our hotel and we all shared two rooms; Liam, Zayn, and I all shared a room and Louis, Niall, and Harry shared a room right beside us(A/N: no Larry comment not put in that way they are best friends). When we walked into the rooms they were HUGE! but I guess you get to have these kind of rooms when your in one of the most famous boy bands in the world.

I walked into one of the two rooms and I saw mine and Zany's bags in there so I guess the other room is for liam(A/N: Zany's only sleeping with Mary Beth because he's her fafter okay it's not as post to be put in a inappropriate way okay thanks!). As soon as I got into the room I ran and jumped no the bed and fell asleep.