(These are just different poems where I felt annoyed or doubtful or distanced from things.)
I have belittled my life to a chain of events
and lost feelings from the memories that were
Not too long ago
But I think I'm discovering what I don't want gone
In the days of now
But I wonder about tomorrow, and how
Nothing stays in the place you want it to be
Because there's this thing called gravity
There is no truth
I want to scream
There is only conflict
No one is on my team
It's alone I go
Yet people agree with me
But I am not supported
What if I'm fast asleep
While the world is wide awake
What if I'm passing time
While everyone's running for their lives
What if I can't understand
What it takes to follow my plan
What if I'm running faster than the speed of light
And the world is just fine
What if I can't make it out alive
Because you're the only one I can't find
What if I never get to live my life
What if I run out of time
And you're all gone
My life would be over before it was dawn
