This Time, I Mean It ( Sequel to Lost In Your Hazel Eyes)

After A Game of Kickball

** Andy's POV **

It's already been our third month on tour and now we are currently on break. Over the past few months, I've already became so close to Liz, her band, and My Chem. We all hung out together at malls and arcades. We watched horror movies and played poker. We were all like one huge family. It was awesome. 

As the weeks went by, my feelings for Liz grew stronger but she never seemed to notice. I did my best to try and get her to notice how I felt by hugging her and giving her occasional kisses on her cheeks but she always mistook them for friendly gestures. I really wanted to know if she's been feeling the same things I have. I wanted to know if she hasn't been able to sleep at night, thinking about me like i thought about her. I wanted to know if she's been wanting me as much as i've been wanting her. She makes me feel different and she inspires me. I don't know what these feelings mean but... they're making me insane and they're making me want her more than I should. 

I'm gonna tell her. I need to tell her. 

** Liz's POV **

This week was our break from the tour. Our last stop was Milan so we ended up having our break there and it was pretty hot. I was alone in the tour bus, curled up onto the couch with my hair up in a messy bun. I was wearing black shorts and a plain white tank top. Fern, Henry and Max were out with BVB and My Chem, playing kickball. I called in sick even if I wasn't sick at all.  I just needed some time alone to think about things. 

That dilemma about my feelings for Gerard has finally been fixed. For the past few months, i've taught myself to take those feelings away and soon, I became used to it.  I would see him and my mind would already get used to forgetting. I know that I might be acting harsh on myself but I know that it's for the best. Gerard probably doesn't feel the same way anymore. After all i've put him through, he's probably moved on and i don't think i'd want to put myself throught that much pain if he didn't feel the same.  It's just a good thing that now I'm not so affected by him anymore. And the fact that he's never mentioned anything about his feelings for me so far, makes it so much easier. 

As for Andy, he became as close to me as Gerard is. Watching and playing Batman became our usual thing. We'd fangirl/boy all the time and we even cosplayed once with me being Harley Quinn and him being the Joker. We'd even perform skits for everyone and we'd be dared to stay in character the whole night. It was so much fun.

Although, I have been developing these strong feelings for Andy for the past few weeks. I could never understand whether it was just strong friendship or something more than that... but I never gave much attention to it since i've kept telling myself not to. Loving Andy,  would just make me even more confused so I always placed the idea at the back of my mind. 

I hugged my knees and stared at the fabric of the couch. Why does love have to be so hard and so complicated? Why me???

" Hey Liz! Why don't you join us for our last game?" Fern asks, stepping into the bus and opening a can of soda.

" But I already told you i'm--" I try to convince her so I could go back to my thoughts but she interrupted me. 

" Don't even try, Lizzie. I know that you're not sick. Could you just try to have some fun with your FRIENDS? We hardly get any free time like this." Fern begs, looking at me with a hopeful smile. 

I sighed and decided to agree since staying her cooped up in my own thoughts wouldn't solve anything anyways. I got up from my couch and slipped on my sneakers. I followed her to the empty parking lot where everyone was spread out for the kickball game. Andy and the rest of BVB weren't there anymore and were probably at their bus playing videogames as always.