This Time, I Mean It ( Sequel to Lost In Your Hazel Eyes)

Sorry, Andy

** Liz's POV **

The next thing I knew it was already early morning but everyone was up already. As usual, I was the last person to get up from bed. I could hear excitement coming from the kitchen and I immediately tied my hair up and slipped on my flip flops before heading out towards the kitchen. The first thing I saw was Max and Henry with their eyes glued to the laptop screen, wearing huge grins. Fern was holding up a newspaper and jumping up and down as she read from it. 

"Okay. What the hell's going on here?" I ask them, rubbing at my eyes and giving a huge yawn.

" Liz! Thank God you're awake! You and Andy are all over the news!" Fern squeals handing the newspaper to me. 

I felt my eyes widen and my sleepiness immediately disappear as I heard those words. 

" What?!" I exclaim, grabbing the newspaper.

I saw that a huge picture of me and Andy during last night's concert was posted on the front page. I read the headline: " Liz Allen and Andrew Biersack Are Dating?" and i just stared at it in shock. 

" That's not all." Max says, still looking at his laptop.

" It's all over the internet. A bunch of people are tweeting about it and we're getting a lot of comments on facebook. " Henry says, looking up at me with a smirk.

" Isn't it great? You guys are gonna be THE couple everyone's going to be talking about." Fern exclaims, hugging me tightly.

I couldn't take this all in at once. I was both angry and shocked. This was supposed to be a secret. Now all of our fans all around the world know about us. EVERYONE knows about us.  I had to force myself to try not to lose my head but I eventually failed.  

I threw the newspaper at the ground and stormed out of the bus, leaving Fern, Marcus and Henry confused. I walked towards BVB's bus and saw that they had coincidentally exited from their bus.

" Andy! Can I speak to you for a minute?" I say, running a hand through my hair to keep myself from exploding. 

" Uhhm sure." he says hesitantly as he sees the frustrated look on my face.

" Sorry guys." I say to Jinxx, Jake, Ashley and CC.

" We understand. Go ahead and attend to your...*ahem* private *ahem* matters..." Ashley says, chuckling as all four of them start to walk away.

I wasn't in the mood to react at Ashley's comments which Andy immediately took notice of, seeing the worried look on his face.  

" What's with the sudden grumpiness?" he asks, smirking at me and trying to lighten up the mood. 

" Andy! Everyone knows because of what YOU did yesterday!" I exclaim in annoyance and cross my arms.

" That's exactly the whole point." he laughs, placing his hands and his pockets and looking at me in confusion.

" But I specifically told you NOT to tell anyone and now everyone in the whole fucking world knows!" I say, feeling anger start to boil rapidly inside of me.

" Why are you so affected? You know I was actually expecting a different reaction from you." he replies as his expression suddenly turns hard as if he was disappointed. 

" Why couldn't you just listen to me in the first place?! I can't believe you!" I exclaim a little more louder as i felt the anger rise to my head.

" I just wanted to show you how much you mean to me! I thought you would be happy! Why the fuck are you mad--" Andy exclaims in a loud voice as well, already pissed off but I cut him off right away.

" I DON'T LOVE YOU, ANDY!" I scream a little too loudly, letting these words slip out of my mouth accidentally. 

He keeps quiet and just stares at me, speechless. I bite my lip at the look in his eyes which seemed to appear shattered. 

" Look... you're one of the greatest friends i've ever had. For a moment, I thought I actually began to develop feelings for you but I misunderstood them. I need to tell you the truth because I know that it's best for the both of us...I love Gerard." I say softly, looking from my feet and back to Andy.

His eyes were watery and I felt like my heart had just been stabbed with so much guilt. He turned his gaze away, trying to control his tears. I didn't wnat to conitinue what I was about to say anymore, not wanting to hurt him any further but I knew that he deserved to know the truth.

" I thought I had moved on but all this time, I realized that I haven't. I thought I had feelings for you because you reminded me so much of Gerard and our friendship reminded me of how much Gerard and I used to be. Don't get me wrong, Andy. You're a great guy....one of the greatest i've ever known... but I have to stop kidding myself. " I say as tears of guilt already started falling down my face.

"... I knew this was too good to be true. You know what? Forget about it. Forget any of this ever happened. Forget I even existed.  " Andy says, as his expression darkened.

" Andy, i'm sorry. Please--" I try to say but he cuts me off.

" I feel bad for Gerard because he has to deal with someone as stupid as you... " Andy says, turning back to look at me one last time with a pained expression and glassy eyes before walking away. 

" I know..." I mutter to myself, watching him walk away. 

A/N:

Heeey guys! Sorry for the short chapter and Sorry if I made Andy sound like a jerk towards the end. If you haven't noticed, he was quite angry so please excuse him from being rude. I mean... we can't control everything we say when we're angry, right?  Hehe! Thanks for all your comments and votes so far! I am so happy!! My goal is to get this book to 1,000 reads so i'm crossing my fingers. I love you guys so much and each and every one of you mean so fucking much to me :))