Mistake of the Heart

CHAPTER 11: It's Time to Face It

Machi's PoV
I woke up the next day, feeling rather fine than how I usually wake up when I was underground...the morning sunlight entered my room, my skin's starting to have color, and that organization isn't bothering me now...the 2nd week is about to end...it's already Friday...just 2 more days before Shin leaves me...it's what everybody does

I never thought that it would be this fast...I'm already developing interest on Shin, it's just that he's different and interesting...he doesn't force me to give out info and he's gentle with me...I feel safe when I'm with him...even thou he's still a member of that organization ...if I do completely fall for him ...it wouldn't go like I want...I am after all the 'Death Girl' and he'll be afraid after he finishes the 2nd week cause he'd die...and I don't want that...it's just right to not love me...I can never be loved, even my parents know that...I do sometimes wonder how he feels about me so I could correct things out...I should go ask him when I have the time...
I went outside to ask him

"Shin...how do you feel about me?"

Shin's PoV
D-did she asked what I think she just asked? Wait, wait, wait...let's think this out, is this because of yesterday? Am I being too obvious? Or is it just in my head? Am I dreaming?
I do like her...I recently knew that I really do like her after we went to the mall...her smiles are brighter than any others...her laughs, her soft blonde hair, her crystal blue eyes, her dark but kind heart... she gives me warmth, and I just feel so complete when I'm with her... everyone thinks she's like the demon's daughter...but from whom I've known, she's the most sweetest angel that there ever was...if only they knew...if only they've get to know her better...then...they wouldn't be terrified as now...

"Shin, hey Shin! SHIN!"
"Huh? What?"
"Do you like me?"
"I...uh...well, it's hard to explain-"
"Just tell me...do you like me or not?"
"Yes, I-I like you..."
"Don't...whatever it is you feel for me...I want you to forget ever spending time with me..." She turned her back at me
"It's about this 2nd week, isn't it? Machi, I like you too much to forget anything" The word just spill out
"I LIKE YOU alright! I LIKE-LIKE YOU! But it's just not right! You know it yourself! We can never be together...I can never love you...cause...I DON'T WANT YOU TO GET HURT..." She ran up her room and locked it
"Machi!"
I should give her, her space...I don't want to pressure her out...

Machi's PoV
I was just feeling fine earlier...then it ended up to this situation...I'm locking myself up again...I'm here in another corner...sulking...just like how I use to do...

Everything's turning back to the way it was before...I don't want to hurt anymore living beings...maybe...it was right that my parents separated me away from the world...in that case...no one would get hurt...

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MACHI...NUUUUU TT^TT