Give In

Getting Through The Day

He left me there, pressed against the guys bathroom wall. I didn't even realize I was crying until some boy I'd never seen before walked in.

"Oh shi- I mean....are you ok?" He actually looked concerned, but I couldn't talk, I just choked on my sobs. Why was I even crying? 

The boy slowly backed up muttering "I'll just... use the one upstairs."

Five minutes later I was cleaned up and heading back to class. Obviously this was just a joke.... Or Weiss has forgotten all about it by now. Heck, hes probably wondering why I'm taking so long and waiting there next to my seat with a concerned expression. He'll probably slide one of those hand written notes we usually make over onto my desk in his perfect left hand script.

Or...not.

I stare at the empty seat next to mine as I walk back into class. I glance quickly around and find him sitting over by the window, staring outside... Ignoring the fact that I just came in.

"Welcome back, Ms. Holly." Still nothing from my best friend. I nodded to my homeroom teacher and then took my seat, casting fervent glances at Weiss the rest of class.

It didn't really help that we had planned it so that we would have all the same classes this year. In every class he forfeited his seat next to me.

In Media Apps, he even had the nerve to join the Gilmore girls in the back of the class. He knew how much I hated them. The entire class period, all I could hear was "oh my god, Weiss. You're so adorable! Why haven't you ever hung out with us before? Oh Weiss, would you sharpen my pencil? Oh Weiss, sit with us at lunch. Oh Weiss, you're so handsome. Oh Weiss, oh Weiss, oh Weiss."(Key annoyed voice here.)

It took all my being not to turn around and sneer at them. I settled for imagining them getting hit by a car instead.

At lunch, I sat alone. Weiss sat with the basketball team. They were trying to get him to start coming to practice and maybe join the team before the season was out. I silently prayed he wouldn't.

He ignored me in Psychology, the one class he had to sit by me in because we were in the middle of a project. Even when I tried to talk to him, he just smiled and turned his music up louder. At least he was still working on our project...