30 Days (NamJin)

I Just Can't

~Seokjin's POV~

I pushed him slightly indicating that I've stopped crying.. He faced me but still keeping a firm hold on my shoulder.. I looked at him, eyes all red and puffy from crying.. I smiled at him.. He smiled back

I looked down, "thank you Namjoon" I said

"it's cool" he said

I smiled again, "I'm fine now" I said

He nodded as he remove his hand from my shoulder, "Jin.." he said

"hmm?" I hummed in response

"why were you crying?" he asked his smile dropping as he looked at me

I sighed a bit, "it's nothing really" I said

"there's no way that's okay.. I've never see you cry like that before" he said

I frowned a bit, "it's okay.. It's not something serious" I said

"Jin won't you stop lying to me" he said as his tone shows no signs of joking

"it's not like.." I said stopping what I said

"like what?" he asked

I took a step back and leaned on the wall, "it's not like you would want to help me anyway" I mumbled

I heard a banging found and immediately look at him.. He glared at me as his right fist is on the wall.. I frowned..

"Namjoon.. You don't know the slightest thing about me" I said as I scoffed a bit

"I know damnit!" he yelled

I grab his right arm and remove it from the wall.. I rubbed the part he banged at the wall.. It's all red from the force.. I released his hand..

"some things.. Are best keep hidden" I said looking at Namjoon seriously

He cursed as he leaned on the other side of the wall.. "why.. Why can't you just tell me.." he said.. "this is suffering for me too" he said

I looked at my feet, "because this is something impossible" I said

He walked closer to me, "I won't know if it's impossible or not if I don't know" he said

I gave him a concerned look, "please don't make me say it" I said

"I need to know Jin" he said.. "what do you need" he said

My breath hitched when I felt his breath on my face.. Shit! He's fucking close.. I'm losing my calm here.. What should I do damnit..

"you" I mumbled unconsciously.. Upon realizing what I said I quickly covered my mouth.. Fucking Shit! "uh, no.. No no no.. I didn't mean that" I quickly said trying to explain the situation

I felt someone tilted my chin and soon.. I felt my a warmth on my lips.. I quickly widened my eyes.. Kim Namjoon fucking kissed me

I was slowly pushing him away when I felt his hands went to my arms and pinned them on my sides.. As his lips slowly moved.. I tried my best to keep my lips stayed but the feelings from before poured out and I find myself responding to his kisses..

He nibbled on my lower lip and I moaned slightly.. He took the chance to slip his lounge in.. He explored my mouth and soon our tounges were finding their way toward each other.. As we continued our make out sessions a falling object came crashing to the ground beside us..

We stopped kissing and look at the stuff that fell.. It was a bean can.. It seems that a cat toppled over it.. I realised that we were still in the position we were before.. I looked at him in the eyes and he quickly released me..