30 Days (NamJin)

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~Namjoon's POV~

"you win" I just stared at him, "I'll give you thirty days to make me confess" he said

And at that time I couldn't help but sneaked a smile.. I immediately embraced him tight but gently.. As I rest my head on the crook of his neck I inhaled his scent.. Damn.. He smells so good.. It's relaxing even though I can feel him trying to move away a bit..

I've been with him for so long that I didn't even think twice about doing skinship with him.. I thought that it was normal.. Until then of course.. The day I told him I'm going out with Minah.. He just stared at me in shock as a tear rolled down..

That time when he cried I felt like someone just hit me hard.. He ran away and I didn't even think twice about chasing him.. I don't know why would his crying face keeps showing in my head..

I never wanted to hurt him.. I was happy when Minah confessed to me but right now.. When he accepts me.. I'm more than happy.. I'm overjoyed.. I slipped one of my arm from his back to his waist, as I pull him closer.. He started to squirm around..

I don't know how Jin actually feels about me but he cried at that time.. But on the same time he keeps rejecting me.. But everytime he does.. There's pain in his eyes.. I can't help but wanting to blow that pain away.. A frown doesn't suit him really..

"n-namjoon" he muttered as he pushed my chest slightly signalling that he wasn't comfortable..

"not yet" I muttered, "just a bit more" I whispered to his ear as I felt him shuddered..

I smiled and inhaled his scent once again.. I glanced at his neck and Damn.. That looks so inviting.. I wanted to plant my hickeys all over that pale neck.. I peck his neck a bit and Jin gasped..

Believe it or not that was the most sexual gasp I ever heard.. Dang it, I never knew that a guy can sound so sexual like this.. Maybe because it's Jin? He was rather feminine looking from the start, but his manly features makes him the Jin I like..

"n-namjoon" he said once again

I pulled away still holding him by the waist, "hmm?" I hummed in response as I look at him

He looked away slightly blushing, "p-people are watching" he said as I look around and some people were looking at us..

Some looked at us with a smile, but some also shows disgust.. I glared at the guy who gave us a dirty look.. He flinched when his eyes met mine.. He quickly scram.. I look at Jin and smiled..

"why do you care if people were watching" I said

"c-cause it's uncomfortable" he said

I chuckled, "then if it's private you won't mind?" I whispered and his breath hitched.. I chuckled, "I'm joking.. We're not going that far in the first.. C'mon.. I'll take you home" I said as I pulled away and grab his hand..

He blushed, "i-i'm fine.. On my own" he said

I smiled, "C'mon.. My thirty days are starting right" I said.. "the deal will be off on September 11, five pm" I said

That's right.. If I can't make Jin confess then it'll be the worst birthday present ever.. My birthday is just the day after.. I'll be damned for sure..

He looked down at his feet.. I ruffled his hair, "C'mon" I said As I intertwined our hands

He smiled, "alright" he said

I gave a smile back as we walk to the station and to his house in silence.. But the silence is nice.. It's soothing.. I glanced at him and his breath was kinda hitched..