30 Days (NamJin)

Just You And Me

~Seokjin's POV~

I ended up not talking about it with him.. It seems that he receive a call from Seunghyun Hung too and he came to my apartment with his luggage.. I soon pack my clothes as he begin to shower..

I pack all the necessities and I stumbled upon a clothes.. It was a baseball shirt with 'BTS' written on it.. I bought it with Namjoon back in our third year.. We liked the design and the word BTS seems to make it all better.. We used to use this frequently but.. It stopped.. When he started to date Minah..

I sighed as I grab the shirt and pack it.. I'm not sure if I want to wear it but.. This might be the very last so.. Why not.. I close the bag and make sure to lock it.. I went to my wardrobe and grab a black t-shirt with a skinny jeans.. I saw my pink jacket and put it in my backpack..

"Namjoon you done?" I ask as I knock at the door

"just a bit.." he said

I went to the kitchen to make a simple breakfast.. I cooked a simple American breakfasts aka bacon, eggs, toast, and sausages.. As I put both food on the plate Namjoon came out wearing a baseball shirt with a white t-shirt underneath and a skinny jeans..

I smiled when I saw the baseball shirt.. It was the BTS shirt.. I looked up to meet his face and he smiled back..

"I was searching for the right time to wear it again" he said

I chuckled, "yeah right" I said

"aren't you going to shower?" he said

I nodded, "I will.. Why don't you eat first" I said

He shook his head, "it's still early so I'll wait for you" he said

I smiled, "I'll be fast" I said

I went to the bathroom and took a shower.. I made sure to clean properly and hide my swollen eyes.. I went to the cabinet and open it.. There was a bottle.. A bottle of my past.. I grab it and look at it.. Should I bring it? It's only precautions but.. I better bring it.. I don't want to risk it anyways..

I grab it and put it in my bag.. I unlocked it and put it deep below my clothes.. I locked it again and wear my clothes.. I went back to the dining table and Namjoon was standing in front of the table..

I went beside him only to find him looking at an old photo.. It was me and him back in middle school.. We were holding our graduation certificate.. We looked so happy indeed.. I grab the photo frame and turn it down, so the face was on the table..

"let's eat" I said as I went to the dining table only to find him putting the photo back..

"you don't have to hide it.." he said as he sat down

I shrugged, "we won't know" I said

We ate in silence.. No one dares to utter a word.. I drank my juice as he saidstared outside..

"what's wrong?" I ask

"nothing.. I'm still trying to figure it out" he said

"figure out what?" I ask

"the reason why you cried last night" he said

I sighed, "it's nothing serious really" I said

"really now" he said

I nodded, "yeah"

"it's not too serious that you have to drink medicine" he said

I flinched, "what?" I ask

"I saw it" he said.. "you have a bottle Sertraline.. It's an antidepressants.." he said

I looked away.. "why did you poke your nose in my privacy" I said as I put my spoon and fork down..