I never wanted to be your first
I never wanted to be the big
Significant thing in your life
Maybe I didn't even want you
Right now but
I did want you to realize it
Sooner or later
Maybe one day when
You're stirring your coffee
And the dark brown reminds
You of my eyes
Or when you see someone
Snap a picture and remember
My love of photography
Or maybe when the music
Comes on,
The kind that I would
Softly sing and then burst
Out yelling
But now you poured too
Much creamer in the coffee
Making it too light
And the pictures are
Out of focus
And the music doesn't come
Out on the radio anymore
And that's when you realize
That you miss me but
It's too late because
I found someone who
Loves me for
The way I write my j's
And the reason why I have to have
My jewelry on
And knows exactly what kind
of things I need when I'm sad
The things you disliked about
Me are the things someone
Else loves about me
And maybe I haven't met that
Person yet but I do know that
I've met you
And that's enough to tell
Me that everything happens
for a reason
And maybe this reason
Was for me to learn to
Love myself first before
I let the real person to.
