It all started when I was 13. I fell in love with a guy who was 4 years older than me.
It didn't bother me that difference between us,contrary, I was proud that I was a friend of his.
Actually I wanted to be more...
I made up all kind of scenaries. I've imaginated a perfect love story which we were the protagonists in. But the reality was more cruel than I thought.
Of course, he was popular with girls but I really believed we could be together.
In his eyes I was only a kid,only one of his conquests. He made all of us feel special and gave us hope, but in fact, he had no serious intention. Now that I think better I also see persons who are 13 as children, so I kind of started to understand him.
But what did I know then?
In the end, the biggest disappointment I felt was when he told me those words(*from the first chapter) so as not to upset me,in such a nice way that he made me hate him even more. That hurt bad.
That's how I got from love to hatress. It was easy for me...like it's now.
And that day I made myself a promise: "I will never,ever believe any guy,because they all are jerks. They deserve to be treated as badly as they treat the girls."
So here I go now..A 17 years old hottie,smart and always a bitch with the boys who try to approach me. They come up with so many phrases like: "Have you fallen from sky? Because you are an angel."
And so many others.
1.I don't like them.
2.I hate them.
3.I want to make them suffer.
4.I feed with their pain.
I said that before: They DESERVE it!
It doesn't matter how they really are, I only now that I don't want to have anything to do with them.
-Hey,Em, don't you want to come with us tonight? We're watching "A Christmas terror".
-If Santa and the main male caracter dies, I'm first in the queue.
-Alright then. Let's meet at 6.
That's the sadistic part of me. When it comes to my friends,they understand me and love me however I am, so I am not really alone and my life is perfect because I have them...
* I put a picture with the female main character of this story-Emily
IMPORTANT!!!
I thought I could change the name of the story in " Love me however I am"
Please leave a comment and say which fits best
Thanks :*:*:*
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