Limerence

Ineffable

*Dream*

My skin is warm. I am covered in fur. I am running through the woods. I can hear everything. I can see every curve. I howl at the night sky with my pack. I look myself in the water. I see bright gold eyes. I am ware wolf. I look deeper into the murky water. I see red. 

*Life*

I wake up with a familiar feeling in my tummy. I try not to think about it. I hate night terrors, even though it wasn't so bad I think to myself. The weekend is my positive note to the negative.

I pour myself coffee. The dark richness makes me whole. I see a burly shadow in the dinning room I approach. Its the neighbor. He has a band in his golden dark hair this time. Its magnetic.  

"Hey I know tickets said 9am but it was no entry until 10am" I say serious as the sun but with a smile. He showed me his teeth with that smile. His teeth. So white. So shaped. I've seen them before.

"What are you doing here?" I try to say nice but with some sass. He squints towards the kitchen. "I clean and cook for Miss Eliot. I have been kind of taking care of her for  fortnigts now (weeks)" he looks down, then back up with a tender look.  "That is really sweet of you. Why didn't I see you at school?" I ask very curious. He looks outside "Most of my blood lives on a reservation and we all go to school there. I live here with Niall to get away from my family." Interesting. 

Miss Eliot comes down the stairs. "Well I see you have meet the handsome man next door." Zayn looks at her with a smile and runs up to her to help her take a seat. "What would you like for breakkky (breakfast) Miss E?" He asks. I decided this is a perfect time to go to town with Sam. I need to explore. I am not too hungry anyways. I like to spend my nights eating not my days. I look at Zayn and wave good bye. I do not think I have ever been as attracted to a person. BUT I have been able to talk to him more than I have been able to talk to Captain Styles.