Limerence

Epiphany

I wake up to rocks hitting my window and a note on my face. The note says "You wouldn't wake up. Ya crazy" It was Sam's writing. I scream out the window Sam stop... Its Harry...Jeez last time at least he just jumped in. I still cant help but to blush......Kind of blush...

Before I know it he had grabbed me and placed me outside the window on the grass with him. "Let me take you to the lake one more time and show everything. I just realized how confused you may be."

This response was confusing on its own but before I could tell him I was in his arms and he was doing his lets run a million miles an hour through the forest routine......which I have grown to like.

We get to a new part of the lake. With a water fall. We play in it for awhile and splash, then lay down farther, closer near the calm water.

"look me deeper than my eyes and tell me you have not seen my soul before" He says with my hands in my palms tight. I look into his eyes and try to look past the deep redness.

Were in the lake. He always takes me to the water. Its where he feels natural. It wear the blood is shed. I know a few yards down. There are other creations that want nothing more but to destroy both of my worlds to an extent.

"I am trying, I cant see."

He pulls out a picture. Its me.....but its not me. I look enchanting, unreal. As I sit in awe he grips my hand tighter. "Just think. Stop holding it back. Remember." As he says this I see Harry's red blood bleeding from his neck. I remember silver blood bleeding from someone I don't know" I shake my head. He grabs my back like I desire. "I can hear you think of it. Its not your imagination its real." I think to myself. You can hear? He grips me even tighter "Vampire abilities....I can hear your thoughts.... They are the most interesting thoughts I have ever heard." I see now why I never have to talk with him. But this is oddly okay. "Remember you playing your guitar, Hawaiian pizza, The pizza man?" he says softly. I see flames and I hear myself say "You can kill a creature with the blood of its enemy"

I start to convulse. My nose is bleeding out so much blood. The water turns red. Memories of me flash through my head. Other lives. I can feel everything and remember everything all at once. Its so painful. I can feel my self bleeding hard and convulsing. I am having a crazy seizure but I am aware of all memories. I am aware of everything now. Witches, wolves, vampires, old Human Life juncture I recall running through my little current small town country girl mind. Fairy tales are real. Is this what Harry meant by my brain was infected by devils?

The last thing I see is Harry pulling me out of the water as I shake, bleed, and Intake lives that I never remember living in my brain. Right before my eyes close, I see gold.