Lucas POV
After lunch Riley took Bella to the park which left me and the twins alone I felt like I needed a cigarette so I went to my room and put my hand under the bed and got my box of cigarettes and got my lighter then I kissed piper and Austin on there foreheads
Lucas: I'm sorry I'm bad father
I left the room and went outside and I lighted a cigarette I smoke it for a few minutes then I drop it then step on it and cover it with the dirt...I hear one of twins crying so I ran back inside and went to the room and I saw Austin crying I pick him up and rock him
Lucas: its ok daddy is here
He coughs a bit uh oh I forgot a that cigarette breath then he calms down and I put him back in the crib I'm such a bad dad I put my cigarettes and my lighter under the bed
Lucas: I'm sorry that I smoke Austin and Piper but I love you both
I go brush my teeth then when I finish I look at myself in the mirror who did I become I have been smoking for the past 2 months behind my familys back..I hear one of twins crying I go the room and is piper
Lucas: SHUT UP
I cover my mouth what did I just do I just yelled at Piper what am I becoming I quickly pick up piper and rock her
Lucas: I'm so sorry princess I didn't mean to yell at you daddy loves you
She calms down and I put her back in her crib what am I...oh Right I'm a monster tears came out how could I yell at my sweet Piper I'm a monster then I hear someone open the door
Riley: were home
I quickly clean up my tears and went to the living room
Riley: hey we came home early cause is beginning to rain
Lucas: oh
Bella: I'm going play with my dolls
She goes to her room and I look at Riley And she has a worried face on
Riley: Lucas are you okay you seem like if you were crying
Lucas: I'm fine
Riley: Lucas are you sure
Lucas: I SAID I'M FINE
I don't know what came over I got mad and I slapped her then I felt really guilty she holds her cheek and tears come out
Lucas: Riley I'm so sorry I don't know what came over me
Riley: just don't talk to me
Lucas: Riley I'm sorry
She ignores me and leaves the living room I'm a monster
Wow I have no words but I bet you guys do *runs in fear and starts typing chapter 30* -Bethany :)
