The Love Affair: Empire

We Hurt Together

[Warning Rated-R scene]
Chapter 14
Cookie's pov
I was riding Lucious making him scream my name. "OH FUCK COOKIE!!!!" He yelled. I kissed his neck and he slapped my ass. This kept happening for 2 months. In those 2 months we still haven't found Hakeem, or the twins. We looked everywhere. We kept looking throughout the east coast and still haven't found them. Laz doesn't even I cry myself to sleep every night. When he is there we just fuck and he doesn't even know me not like Lucious does. I kept moving and shifting on him. I kept going,"Shit Cookie I can't take it." I jumped off of him when I felt him twitching in me.

"Get on your knees." I commanded. He did as he was told and went until he made me come. He come up and I laid on top of me. I put my fingers through his hair. When we were done we in his bed cuddling. I was there holding him close to me. 

"There aren't gone Cookie." Lucious said.

"Yes they are, 2 months Lucious?" I asked looking him the eyes.

"They aren't gone ok," He replied. "You need me. I'm the only one who knows you. The real you," He looked me in the eyes. "Cookie I love everything about you just please let me be the one to make you happy." I didn't answer. "Cookie please." I hate it when does this to me. Idky I lie to myself. Laz doesn't make me happy. In fact he makes me feel more alone then I was in prison. I didn't know what to do so I pushed him away.

"What did I tell you about that? You don't get to say that unless we're in a relationship. Which is not gonna happen because I have Laz." I stated.

"Ik just forget I even said anything okay." Lucious shot back. I pushed him off of me and I got up putting on my clothes. "Where are you going?"

"Home Lucious." I said.

"You are home." Lucious replied looking sad.

I sighed and fought the tears about to come biting my lip,"Home is where my kids are and you at a time but this is not where I want to be. I miss them and they aren't coming back. A part of me is dead and the last shred of my soul is trying survive without them and you. I didn't know how much of me you stole until I walked away."

Lucious looked at me with pain written all over his face,"Then why do it? Why sleep with me when you have Laz? Why play with my feelings? Why make me think your gonna come back when I know your not but I lie to myself and make myself think it, huh?"

"Because it reminds me of us before all the crazy shit you did. But when it's done after I lay there remembering all of the shit you did to me and I remember they aren't come around Empire because they are gone. Even when I'm sleeping I hope it's a dream and I'm gonna wake up but it never happens. They don't magically appear in my house." I replied. I sighed running my hand in hair. "I'm not letting you make you feel less then myself ever again Lucious. So yeah I have Laz but from time to time I'll fuck you. Just know I don't feel anything when we do it, it's just sex."

"So your using me for sex?? That's it?? To make yourself better to give you a sense of what was?? When we had our kids all of them?? So your saying everything we went through you'll let go for him??" Lucious questioned. "After Frank, Bunky, Vernon, Puma, and Tristian??"

I looked up at him with terror in my eyes,"How do you know about that?"

"Your not the only one who knows everything." He retorted.

"He was about to--

"No need to explain yourself to me. I might not save you this time." He replied. "This is a need to know relationship now. This is done so whatever I found out about the kids I'll tell you and same goes for Empire and vise versa. Other then that you have no reason to be here unless your gonna suck my dick."

"FUCK YOU LUCIOUS I HOPE YOU GO TO HELL I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!" I yelled back leaving pissed asf going home.

Laz's pov
I met up with my boys in Philly. We went to the abandoned warehouse we had them in. We put on our masks and let them out. They all were handcuffed like prisoners. They say close to each other scared. We had our shirts off and our backs turned to them showing our tattoos. "What y'all bunch of Cowboys?" Hakeem asked.

"Hakeem stop." Kia said.

He stood up feeling brave,"What y'all a bunch of fake ass thugs?? What my name is Hakeem Ly---"  One of my boys knocked him over the nose with his gun. He stood over Hakeem pointing his gun at him.

"WHAT YOU SAY YOU LITTLE BITCH?!?!?!" He held his face. I looked back him then I felt sick. Why are you doing this? She killed your brother. This isn't gonna make her listen to you either.

"You turning soft, huh?!?!" One of my boys asked. I shook my head no. "You playing Little Romeo with her ain't you?!?!" I still shook my head no. "You do she's cheating on you right??" I felt heartbroken. "Yeah with who do you think?" I pieced it together in my head. "She killed your brother let's not forget that. Now let him up."

"But I was gonna(gco)

"I SAID NOW!!!" He screamed. He let Hakeem up. I looked at him with rage. My guys grabbed him and pinning him to the table. I grabbed the piece of metal that they had on the fire picking it up.

"STOP!!!!" I put it on his back burning it onto him. "AAAAHHHH!!!!" I felt nothing as I kept doing it. All I wanted to do was make him hurt.

Cookie's pov
I fucked up bad with Lucious. I shouldn't have done that to him. How does he know about Tristan?? All Ik now is that Laz comes home late or doesn't come home until the next day. He's lying to me. Ik he is. He never lets me see his back. Then like a sign Lucious came bursting in the room. "COOKIE!!! YOUR LITTLE BOYFRIEND IS ONE OF THE KIDNAPPERS!!!!" He yelled.

"WHAT?!?!" I screamed back. He showed me what he had. "Where are they??"

"Where do you think? Where's the last place we would look?" He asked.

"Philly." I said feeling the bitter emotion of betrayal.

"The old warehouse we used kill people in." Lucious making it more exact. I felt the anger overtaking my body. We walked out to his car.

"Why did I ever let you leave?" I mumbled but I knew he heard me. We got in the car and we sped off to Philly.