Accidentally in Love

Time to let go

(Listen to Infinite H-Alone, while reading this.)

-Seungcheol's pov-

Three days have past, since I've last seen Sumi. It felt like days passed on, without her I haven't been eating. I haven't gotten enough rest, eating regularly, tears were falling everyday. I never came out of my room. If felt as if I were paralyzed. I know I have to tell her soon..but I couldn't get the courage to get out.

The members haven't said anything since she's been gone. Everyday is awkward without her. They're quiet and they seem as sad as I do. I wanted to see her again, no I needed to see her again. Without her my life has become boring. What am I supposed to do?!

I quickly stood up and wiped my eyes. I checked myself in the mirror, my eyes were red and puffy. I washed my face over and over, but it stayed red. I shrugged it off and went downstairs. My head was pounding.

"I'm going to see Sumi today." I said to the members.

Hoshi, Dino, and Woozi haven't said anything to me since that day. In fact none of them said anything to me. They all nodded while those three glared. "Don't wait up for me. I'm going to tell her." I finished.

I quickly left and found my way to Sumi's house. I knocked on her door, but there was no answer. I knocked again, and again. She finally answered. Her eyes were red and puffy like mine.

"Su...Sumi.." I called. My voice cracked and tears were now falling.

"Seun...Seungcheol...I need you to get away...away from me. I don't want anything to do with you anymore. Please find someone who'll treat you better then I ever did. I'm sorry.." She finished and started closing the door.

I forced myself in, and shut the door behind me. She backed up to the wall and I slammed my hands on the wall behind her.

"I need you..." I whispered.

She cried and punched my chest. "You can't have me back! We were never together! Leave, before everything turns out wrong! You have to leave before I do!" She shouted while crying.

I held her in my arms and said, "What do you mean, leave?"

She pulled away and looked me in the eyes. "I'm going home. Please don't try to stop me. I'm leaving today...I'm sorry I've caused you pain." She said.

"Sumi...I don't even know my feelings for you now. Getting tired, of being next to you. Seems like we're growing apart, I know I'm a bad guy. Erase a guy like me as if nothing happened, goodbye." I said then left her.
(Okai, you can stop listening to it now." XD)

-Sumi's pov-

He's letting me go. He's not going to try..I guess this is goodbye Seungcheol. I won't ever forget you as I leave. It was nice getting to know you before I left. Please forget me also. Even if I never got to confess my feelings..at least I got to spend those times with you. It's time to let go.

I quietly cried to myself as he left. My eyes slowly became blurry. My heart slowly tearing apart with every step he took. He's leaving me here, to cry to myself. What happened to being the 'shoulder to cry on?' Before I fell asleep, I felt someone wrap a blanket around me.

*Next morning*

I woke up and saw myself on my bed. I looked around and saw nobody but me. Someone walked past my bedroom and stopped to look in. It was...Dino.

"Oh...noona, you're awake? How are you feeling?" He asked.

"Dino what are you doing here?" I asked.

"I'm here to take care of you." He said then smiled.

"What time is it?" I asked.

"9:30am." He replied.

My eyes widen. "9:30?! I missed my flight!" I shouted.

He stared at me. "You...you were going to leave?" He asked. As much as I hated it, I nodded.

"Seungcheol isn't here is he?" I asked.

Dino shook his head. "It's only me." He said. Those words hit me. It's only Dino. Not Seungcheol...ever again. My eyes started to tear up. Before I knew it, tears were streaming down my face.

"Noona! Should I call hyung?!" He quickly ran to me and asked.

"Ani, don't call him. I'm fine." I said while wiping the last tears.

"There's a dance coming soon. Will you go with me? If you don't want to, it's fine." He asked.

"I'll go with you Dino. I need sometime without him. Thank you for being here for me." I said while hugging him.

He hugged me back and just by hugging him I felt better already. Somehow he was like Seungcheol. He made me feel better by just one hug. I pulled out of the hug and we sat there in silence.

"I better get going. Call me if you need anything. The dance is on Friday, so we'll go shopping on Wednesday or Thursday." He said and left.

Once again I was left alone. I decided to check my phone. Messages from Seungcheol. Missed calls from Seungcheol. Voice mails from Seungcheol. I sighed then turned my phone off.

Just get some sleep.

I slowly drifted off, thinking of Seungcheol.

I still love you. I will never stop, even if I'd have to wait a thousand years. Even if someone paid me, I'd never stop these feelings I have for you. The harder I try to fight it, the more it hurts. So why fight these feelings when it's never going to go away?