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| How You Kill Yourself | Ashton

You were so sick and tired of fighting for your life knowing that depression was slowly taking your life. That's when you knew.

January 15th, 2015 1:56:12 P.M.

Rewind:

Listening to Melanie Martinez you realized how you were going to kill yourself.

You texted the guys to come over telling them it was urgent

GROUP TEXT WITH Kitty 🐱, Babe 💕, Squishy 🖕🏽, Breadstick 🖖🏽

You 🦄 : Better come home before I throw this toaster in the tub.

You put your phone down hearing your phone buzzing like crazy.

You started to fill the bath with water splashing everywhere and blasted the song Soap on repeat throughout the house.

You poured a bottle of soap in the tub plugging in the toaster in an outlet.

You slowly get in the bathtub with a bathing suit on and text them all

You 🦄: Keep doing what you love most.

You hear a car door slamming and see the toaster warmed up.

The boys yelling your name making their way up the stairs knowing it was too late. You already threw the toaster in the bathtub, instantly electrocuting yourself to death.

|| Ashton's POV ||

I was sitting in the studio with One Direction fighting about a song until Calum, Michael, Luke, and I heard our phones beeping.

We all looked to see the text was from Y/N.

Baby 😍😍: Better come home before I throw this toaster in the bathtub.

We all slowly looked up from our phones and rushed out the studio. I got into my car telling them to hurry up and get in.

While driving there the boys were texting her like crazy not getting a reply back.

My heart was beating out of my chest and my lungs felt like they were collapsing.

Y/N had been suffering depression and we couldn't tell that she was of course. She concealed it with faking her happiness.

Once we arrived we all jumped out me sprinting to find the door opened. I run up the stairs yelling "Y/N!!!" getting no reply I hear music and it leads me to the bathroom.

Right then at that moment I knew I had lost the best person I've ever known in this whole entire world.

Y/N was lying in the bathtub with her head arched back and her body lifeless.

The boys soon followed gasping at the sight.

Luke was calling an ambulance, Calum was tweeting about it, Michael was throwing Calum's phone down the hall, and I was puking my guts out.

The rest happened so fast I forgot about it.

All I remembered is seeing Y/N's lifeless body on a stretcher covered under a body suit.

For years I couldn't get over what happened.
My fiancee killed herself and she was never coming back to life.