Mingyu and Jeonghan relationship lasts for one year. They're really happy but Jeonghan has changed has changed in this relationship. She is not the same Jeonghan that Mingyu knew. Mingyu noticed this. Mingyu also noticed that Jeonghan and Seungcheol are much closer than them. If he asks what's between the two, Jeonghan always gets irritated. That's why he never asks again so that she won't be angry. They're relationship isn't good as he thought it was gonna be. That's why he decided to call Jeonghan.
Mingyu's POV
I'm in my room when I called her. I have mixed feelings about her. I feel that she's hiding something from me. But, I have put my bad thought aside. I need to fix this.
"Hello."
"Hey are you free today?"
"Yes."
"Okay. Let's meet at the park."
"Okay."
"Are you—"
She hanged up when I'm gonna say something. Sighs. Where is she that I knew before? I got ready and went to the park. I waited for her. After 1 hour, she finally arrived. "Hey, I have something to say." I said. "Me too, but you go first." She said. I sighed. "What's wrong with you?" I asked. "I'm sorry to say this but I need to say this..." she said and took a deep breath. "I don't love you." She said while her tears almost fell from her eyes. I stunned. "Wha—what?" I stuttered. "And also, we need to break up." She said. "Please don't do this." I begged. "I'm really sorry mingyu but we really need to break up. She said. "Why do we need to break up? Do you love someone?" Mingyu said. "I'm sorry mingyu. I'm really sorry." Jeonghan sobs. "I loved someone. To be honest when I said yes to you, I thought I really loved you but it turns out I don't love you. I'm really sorry to play with your feelings." She said. I sighed. "Who do you loved now?" I asked. "It's Seungcheol. We were in relationship since last month" She said. "Alright, as long as you're happy, I'm letting you go." I said. "Goodbye mingyu." She said and walk out. "Goodbye my love." I murmured to myself. I saw her with Seungcheol and they kissed in front me. What am I supposed to do when she's fall in love with someone? How can I move on to her? I want to escape from reality because it suffocates me.
*At the present*
One month already passed, I still can't remove you in my mind. I try to not to miss you but you're always in my mind. I don't understand why destiny allowed some people to meet when there is no way for them to be together. I'm still depressed about what happened to us. I hide my depression in my smile and I always say "I'm fine. I already moved on." Nobody can detect it but yourself, because disguising it is easy. The cheerier me are, the less they'll suspect. But I can't hide it forever. Everybody reaches a breaking point. But that's okay. No matter how much it hurts. I have to keep going. There is love and support all around me. By talking with others, I get the help and assurance that I need to fight through it. Together. I don't feel ashamed. There are people out there who understands me. If I feel depress, I'm precious, loved and not alone. Have patience with all things. But most importantly, have patience with myself. Later on, see each and every new day as an opportunity to grow. They'll always be here, waiting for me. And who knows someone who is waiting for me.
