A way to remember [Brentrick]

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The whole drive back Brendon hadn't said one word to the blond. It seems that he was still angry at the other. He knew that Patrick was just worried about him and only wants the best for him, but he wasn't a child anymore and after the accident nothing had happen, so why now? He would even stay away from alcohol and other things like this.

A little sigh escaped his lips as he saw the familiar building. The feeling of being trapped in one place was one of the feelings the brunette didn't like at all. He was about to go into the house as Patrick mumbled something, probably not wanting Brendon to hear it, but he did it anyway. "What have you said?" he asked and raised an eyebrow, looking at the other and waiting for an answer. Patrick immediately looked away, biting down on his lower lip.

"Nothing important. Let's go in; I make you something to eat when you want or we can watch some movie together" Patrick suggested with a nervous smile, hoping that Brendon would simply let go of the topic and move on but from the look on Brendon's face it didn't look like he would go of this topic all too soon.

Brendon rolled his eyes annoyed and walked inside, threw his jacket at the ground and went upstairs directly in his room. He didn't want to argument with Patrick since he was nice enough to care about Brendon and stay with him but at the same time he wanted to ask the blond why he was so worried and what was wrong with him. He wanted to ask about the picture, about the thing Pete had said earlier and what happen between them. There must be a reason why Patrick was this tense when they talked to each other about Brendon's memories.

While Brendon was lost in his mind Patrick was sitting in the living room, thinking about what to do. The brunette was angry and he could understand him. The fact that he might remember something on the party because he leaves him alone with Pete for a moment was one reason not to let him go. When the brunette would know about it, he would never again talk to him; he would leave him and the older one doesn't want to let this happen. Not as long as he could still do something or at least change Brendon's mind, so that even when he would remember it again that it wouldn't happen.

A good half hour passed and Patrick started to get worried. Brendon was still in his room and maybe it was better to apologize to the other. The singer shook his head and stood up, hesitated for a moment before going upstairs and knocking on Brendon's door. There was a loud groan before the brunette opened it. "Why can't we go to the party? I promise that I won't drink something and that I will stay by your side and when something is I would tell it. Can we pleaaassseee goooo?"

Patrick looked at Brendon for some minutes, not knowing how to answer. It didn't sound this bad. When Brendon was around him, he could always check if he remembers something and if he was alright and the problem with Pete would be solved too.

"No, it's still too risky Bren. I'm sorry. I'm just afraid that something is going to happen to you and what is when Pete gets some dumb ideas? Another time, I promise it" Brendon groaned annoyed and rolled his eyes.

"I'm going to call Pete later" he mumbled and wanted to turn around and go back into his room as Patrick placed a hand on his shoulder. Brendon froze for a moment. Somehow this gesture was familiar to him, but he couldn't say why.

"Have you remembered something else?" the older one asked softly and tried to hide his fear from the answer. Just stay calm Patrick, he doesn't remember it, right?

Brendon gave Patrick a confused glance before thinking. "Yea, I remembered that I stood on stage and beside me was this guy Dallon. We were performing some song or so. What actually happen to the other two from my band earlier?"

Patrick doesn't really know what Ryan and Jon are up to now, but he could at least tell Brendon the things he knew. "They did their own band and made own songs and all this stuff. I sadly don't know what they're doing now, but from what I heard, both are pretty okay. Don't worry about them; they always know how to survive" Patrick let out a little chuckle to lift Brendon's mood a little. "You used to be so hyperactive when you were younger. Ryan and you were best friends and you two did really a lot of crazy stuff on stage. There a some Videos left. Maybe when you watch them you can remember something or so?"

The younger one nodded. This doesn't sound all too bad and maybe he would really remember something else? Brendon walked pass Patrick to seek for the laptop. It was weird that somehow he knew where it was. One of the fewer things that stayed in his mind.

It didn't take long and he found it; took it with him and sat down on the sofa in the living room, seeking something on YouTube. What was the name of his band again? Panic.....Panic! At the Disco, right. He typed these words in the search-bar and waited for the resolutions to show up. Most of the videos were his music videos. He typed the words "interview" at the end and soon some videos showed up. He seeked for the ones with him and Ryan on the thumbnail and clicked at them. At least Patrick was right about him being hyperactive when he was younger.

The interview was funny for him to watch, but sadly no memories came back. Nothing. He kinda knew who this people were, but he still couldn't say much more than before about them.

While Brendon was distracted with watching Videos, Patrick had changed his mind and started to get ready. Maybe to go to this party wasn't even this bad....