Sporadic Direction

Chapter 28.

Angies POV

On the road again. I can't not believe everything that has happend.

Its insane.

I look over at Zayn and then over to Harry. They are laughing together. "Dude you smacked me in the face the other night when you were sleeping" Harry nudges Zayn "its not my fault you sleep like a baby styles" he pokes.

This is why I've always liked them even when shit gets rough they find light. I pipe in "you both sleep like infant children" I'm gigling. Harry says "yeah we would to you miss badass. Good by brother slittttt. It was so badass. " Harry and zayn high five. If it wasn't for the fact they are acting like best friends it might have made me feel sad about killing my own brother.

I lay my head on Zayns shoulder and put my hand on Harry's theigh. I wonder how Sam is. I wonder where were ganna go now. Can anything get worse?

louis pov

we have been driving for hours, sam is laying on my lap sleeping i rub her head and move her hair out of her face.

i feel absolutly like shit for what had to happened. I promised her that same fuckin night that nothing would happen to her, and than she gets kidnapped in her sleep while im just laying there asleep.

"bro were almost out of gas, we need to tell the others we have to steal it from other cars"
liem pipes up and i hear him honk 3 times.

liem gets out and i place sams head down on the seat.
"how is she doing?" harry ask.

"sleeping, all shes been doing..."

"guys, we need to steal some gas from cars, i think theres a highway over on the other side of the woods, i think a group should go over there and steal some, as much as we can for the cars" liem sounding so in charge.

i nodd my head and raise my hand to offer to go.
"louis, i think u should stay here.... if sam wakes up shes going to freak" angie looks over at me.

i debate in my head and decide i needed to help everyone as much as i can.

Angies POV

It takes us all day to cyphan the amount of gas we need to full up all the cars. Luckily we only  ran into few zombies.

We decide to camp here. It feels about as safe as we can get in a zombie apocalypse and being outside.

We all set up our tents. Nial was cooking up some fish he cought by the river.

Zayn, Harry and i decide to go to the river to bathe. After I put myhair in the water and flip it back up I can't help but to notice how hott Zayn and Harry are.

They are also looking at me in the same manor. I press my body against  Harry's. Shortly after I feel a body press up against the back of me. I make out with Harry then I turn my head and make out with Zayn.

This is hott.

Both of them have their hands on me. I've never felt more arroused in my life with the 2 men I love most in this world. Zayn whispers "do you like this Angel" I moan "yes, yes" Harry says "is this what you have always wanted?" I moan "more than you know" i have never done this before but as we lay after Zayn head on my right shoulder and Harry's head on my left shoulder I can't help to think I could get use to this as I stoke my fingers through both their hair.

I say "that was amazing I love you 2" they both say "we love you too Angel" I can't wait to tell Sam. I wonder how they feel about all this. What does this mean. Are we like all together now?

Sams POV

we all sit around the fire and i just stared at it, thoughts of the earlier day keep flashing in my mind.

i cant believe that someone could do that, expually to someone they knew there whole life, how can i trust anyone after what had happened.

i bring my knees up to my chest more and wrap my arms around my legs. i see angie zayn and harry come all back and angie has a huge grin on her face. psh i already knew what happend just by the way they walked back. i wish i could be that happy again.....  nial comes up to me and offers me some food and i just shook my head. he sits down beside me and takes a bite of his fish.

"thank you...for saving me" i say where he can only hear me. he turns his head and gives me a smirk. "anything for u love" i smile and put my head back down.

louis comes up next to me sitting down. "you really need to eat" i just shook my head, "mm not hungry." he doesent say anything and sits beside me. i dont mean to be so mean to louis, i dont. i just want to be alone with him to tell him what happend. i barry my head into my hoodie and silently tear up. than i hear ma mummble some song of her favorite elvis song she always sings. i poke my head out and smile at her. as much pain i am in, im so happy i have these people with me.

angie leaves my tent after our talk and louis takes off his shoes and shirt. god damn it he has an amazing body. "please dont cry anymore love, i hate seeing you like this and i feel like this is all my fault, i feel like a peice of shit for promising you and than i break that promise"

i look down at my hands and he puts his finger under my chin so i have to look at him.

"its not ur fault lou, " i start to cry again.
"its mine, i should of have known he wanted me he wouldnt stop staring at me and i should of have told someone but didnt think anything of it"
he pulls me into a hug.
"he ...cut me on my arms, my legs, he kissed me al over, he was about to rape me untill u and nial busted up in there"

i cry more on his shirt and he rubs my back.
"im here now, and i want to promise i can protect u but i have failed u..."

"just never leave me alone ever again, please"

louis POV.

hearing what that sick fuck did to my girlfriend makes me raged but i keep my cool for her. she needs me more than ever now. i bring her face up to mine and wipe away her tears with my thumb. she leans into my hand and i see a small smile.

"i will never leave u beautiful"
i place a small kiss on her lips
she kisses me back and falls into me.

she lays her head down on my chest and i could feel her heavy breathing on me. i knew she past out. i held her so close like this could be the last time i could ever hold her like this.

Sams PoV

the next day everyone was up and already going, i get out of my tent and actually feel a bit happy. im still alive, the ones i love are still alive. i may have been almost raped but it didnt happen, these wounds will turn into scars, and louis said he likes scars so it works in my favor.

i giggle to the thoughht of that and go over to the group. louis right behind me. "anything i can do to help?" they all look at me like i was insane.

"its okay sam were almost done" i give them an eye roll and i walk over to me and louis tent where we start packing everything up.

we all pile into our cars again, i told louis that i would drive but he insisted that he does. i took out the map. "were already half way threw nervada we should deff stay away from vegas and anything big, those places have to be packed with those things" he looks over at me and grabs my hand and squeezes it. "god i love you" i held his hand tighter. "i love u too baby." he smiles and we continue to drive.